neon lurveee like totally bright!

im thinking of you

2009-02-04T04:24:00.003+08:00

Changed the song. Currently my fav and its been on repeat.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Its near 4.30 and I should really get some sleep O.o But Im hungry :S

AND I MISS KHAIIIIIIIIIIII already ): He's not there for me ): when I need him ): He's always not. there. for. me ):

dont hesitate

2009-02-04T01:31:00.002+08:00

I am so lazy to blog uh nowadays. I wonder why. Maybe because there too many eyes?

Hahaha, that rhymes ok!

Seriously, Im so lazy to blog. And lazy to upload photos from my phone. Its so leceh! I wanna blog at ze private one. Taaaa!

& oh! Me have eljay now. Most probably I'll be migrating there soon. Cause.. have I mention that Irah did me a layout. Khehehe and I've uploaded alot of icons there. And Its easier there that I dont need to have two blogs at the same time. So yeah. But the thing is, I need to change the url. Its so merepek. I think. Hah. So yeah, the mean reason, I dont need to two blogs.

My eljay will be.. 30% public, 70% locked & comments to be added. Hahahahahaha. I love that comments to be added thingy. And(!!!) I dont need tagboard. Huahuahua.

Will mention the date of me migrating to eljay. Ho ho ho.

live life, breathe air

2009-02-02T22:23:00.003+08:00

I am meeting 3 of my buyers tomorrow. Im smelling money already. Khehehehe.

And me need a new red nail polish. And a base coat. And some other colour. I want green. I have 3 shades of blue nail colour, 2 shades of pink, 2 shades of red and a brown. I want more colours! And Im craving for famous amos, ice cream and everything high in fat. And I need ATLEAST a new top. Its been awhile since I purchase a brand new top. Or pants. Me need retail therapy.

I need to save save save up for Saturday. Flea at Zouk yo. Meow, lets go. And make sure we aint gonna take our broke ass home.

And I miss Khai. Its been 3 days. And I miss those times when he's in camp. Cos I dont miss him that much. Hahahaha ha ha ha. And I need a job! NINY! CAKAP NAK CALL! TAK PUN! HMPH ):

life isnt about honey stars

2009-02-02T03:03:00.005+08:00

I wanna blog, but I just feel so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy to do it. Tho I spend 99% of my life doing nothing(currently) Well, not until I start schooling lah. And Niny said " Asal ngn kau? Kemarok nah " Bahhhhhhh. Im just bored hokay. Atleast she has camp to do till friday. Phsssst.

So anyway, sunday was spend with mother and home. Accompany her to her friends house of a.. cukur rambot. Main purpose for me is the food. Heh. Hungry hoy! Mhhh.. nothing much, really. Except that my sister lost her ATM card for few days and she was left starving and all. Ended up, she found it in the toilet.

WTF?

TOILET?

Who wanna leave their ATM card in the toilet?

Well apparently, my sister does.

Oh well. Im off reading Breaking Dawn. Yes bitches!!! Im done with Eclipse. Eclipse is a nice book. I'll pick Ecplise over New Moon anytime. But Twilight is of course, the classic! Breaking Dawn has alot of page. Ok, I sound like a bimbo. But 756 pages is alot. And Im only at page 188. Whoa not bad ey? I just start reading it yesterday. Im a slow reader lah kay! I like to read slowly and cherish every moment. Huak huak! Will have proper update with pictures soon. Ok bye!

& WAHLAUUU SO MANY TAGSSSSS!! Hehehehe. I sukasssss!

attica, nani & ria: yelahhhh, secret. khehehehehe. nak surprise gitu. walaupun i know that ya'll wont be surprise =___=
fit: heh heh heh heh. yesh! alah, im sure you'll get the course you wanted. atleast you get to go higher nitec :D
suehyelee: yah cause its britney. who doesnt love britney kan? hahaha! and ok, relink alrdy.
Deynaa: i told you already righttttt.
kecyk: errrrr.. tag satu kali cukup, tak payah greedy. hahaha. & mcm deynaa asking you gitu eh. haha.
khai: too bad ure in love with a kental girl ^.^
passer: you dont have to write such comments like that. im popular? thanksssss! i didnt know that im 'popular'. afterall, shes my cousin what.
iqa: replied at ur tagboard! :D

phase 1

2009-01-30T19:52:00.003+08:00

Yesterday photos;

his new old phone. hahahahaha

So today.. Couch potato the whole day. And its hard being a couch potato when you have a cat, which constantly like jump on you and keep nibbling on your head =_____= Its not cute hokay. Ok, maybe it is but its anoyying at times. Kemek, kemek. Tsk!

& I cooked nasi lemak today. And the rice was abit tasteless but I got it and make it tasty. Hahahahaha. Mom made the mushroom omlette. I hate mushroom tho I do still eat it. It taste like.. eww. And I made the sotong sambal. And oven bake the nuggets. Deep frying them is unhealthy. Hohohoho. And cut alot of cucumbers. And I ate alot just now. But soon after that, went to shit and yeah, got hungry again -.-

And........ I know you guys are so curious to know bout my results. Righttttt?

And.......

I wont reveal it to you. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Im gonna keep it as secret. Till April. Cause thats when school starts. HEHEHEHEHEHE.

AND YES, I GOT A SCHOOL LAH. HE HE HE.

Its a secret, between me and two of my soon-to-be classmates. Hell yeah, I found two people on my MSN List that got into the same school and same course as me. Gawd am so excited. Knowing that my teenhood bestfriend would be my classmate.

And also, a secret between few people like Khai, Jaza, Sam, Fitri, Yan, Ibrahim, Elnaa, Syazwan & Nana. You guys, better shut the fuck up. Hokay? Hohoho.

OHHH I CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL! GAHHHH! And Im going to my future school on Tuesday with my soon-to-be classmate/teenhood bestfriend. Go figure who he/she is.

Hint: We've been friends since I was sec 1 or 2. :D & we are NOT from the same secondary school.

Ok I wanna play the sims now. Good luck guessing who he/she is and what school/course I got. Hehehehehehehehehehe. Mwahhhhhhhhhhhh!

me thinks

2009-01-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today is very.. simple. I wanted to meet Marl to return her books, but it was pushed till 2000hrs. So I went out with Khai first.

First stop, ITE SIMEI. To take his cert. Gawd theres alot of people there and you know that I get shy when there's crowd. Esp when they scrutinize me. So uncomfy, ya' know? I had to wait at the carpark like an idiot while he went to the office. I dont know why I cant follow. Maybe because he's scared to leave me with all those people around. Esp guys. He's so paranoid. He always go.. " im gonna leave you alone here and im gonna see how many guys approach you " He did that twice before =_______=

So yah lah. I sat at top of the bike and shake it right and left like see-saw. Sit at carpark oso, alot of people stare. Some girls even smile at me. O.o Then I saw Shahrin. He didnt see me of course, cos Im too hot till he cant notice. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I called him..

Me: Hiiii.. pakai baju biru nampak
Him: Hello.. huhhhhh? KAU PAT MANE SIAAAAA?
Me: *laugh* HAHAHAHAHA *laugh again* HAHAHAHAHA
*his friend points at me.
Him: Wahhhh babi kauuuuuuuu!

So he approch me for a sec and ask me why am here and all blablabla then he went back.

Khai came few mins after that. And we made our way back to Tamp. Walked all over Tampines Mall/Inter to find him a 2nd hand cellphone. Apparently, he lost his phone, lost his extra phone and spoiled his old phone. Baikkkkkkkkkkkk! I got really grumpy after that cos Im really really really hungry. Grrrrr. Bought movie tix, Bride Wars. A really good movie. 4/5 cause its kinda predictable for me. I knew that Emma would marry Liv's brother by the way he look at her in the tailor shop. And obviously they wont fight forever. But what caught me was when Emma ask for a break up. Is so sadddddddddd. I wanted to cry.

& opps, sorry for being a spoiler. Khehehehehe.

Wenta eat after bought e tix, And again, he's a fussy eater. Here cannot, there cannot. Very susah uh! Ended up in KFC, again. I had the ultra value pack. And by eating the shroom, I full already. -.- We were arguing before ordering because I use a harsh tone on him and he was all pissy and bitchy about it. Got okay after, when we're eating. So yah lah.

We walked around the library area to find the perfect 2nd hand cellphone. Damn tired and then we lose track of time and totally forget about our movie. Then somemore, Khai love to drag me around and walk fast-fast. And that made my slippers snap. GRRRR. Thanks to my dad for wearing my slippers.

And oh.. SOMEONE STOLE MY RIPCURL SLIPPERS >:( :( BABI SIAH! MY ONLY KINKY SLIPPERS. Cos its zebra prints, hehheheehehehee.

So anyway.. Khai is very mean. He want to leave me at one spot cause he wanna search for shoe shop and get me pair of slips. Kauuuuu, idea baik seh! NOT! So eventually, I must drag my right left like as if Im handicap. Alot of people stare at me btw. MALU NYERRR! I was pissed at him la, for wanting to leave me. Cos obviously, theres no shoe shop at Tampines Inter.

So I suggest him to go Cotton On. He 'repaired' my slips for awhile cos we're late for our movie and we cant waste time by me, walking like a broken limb. Cotton on was full. Urgh. So quickly got meself slippers. While making payment, the cashier said "5bux with any puchase " I was like.. " errrr.. i dont know what to buy " and she, have the very very good idea and ask if I wanted to $2 charity bag and so that, it'll be only $7 in total.

Since I already got the african one, I bought the black ruffle one. Awwww, so cute can? Since Khai wanted to go to the loo, I asked him to meet me at the movie entrance. While entering the lift, some cb kia stupid nyonya actually literally pushed me aside cos the lift is almost full. WAH NARBEY! So I took the stairs. Sigh. Penat.

After e movies, we went back to this particular phone shop and he got himself a 50bux phone. Hahahahaha. Ok la. Nice price for a temporary phone. What for spend 100 on a temporary phone since you're gonna get a new phone later on, right?

And Marl cancle on meeting me =\

Theres pictures but Im too lazy to upload. Hah hah.

And ohh.. check this out;

do you know? says:
hello
do you know? says:
did argue with boyfriend?
Nurul says:
no.
Nurul says:
you think he wanna trust you?
do you know? says:
haha!
do you know? says:
sorry ya
do you know? says:
you make me shame you see
do you know? says:
thought it was really you
Nurul says:
why did you have to say such things?
Nurul says:
youre the one started it you know.
do you know? says:
ok im really2 sorry ok?
do you know? says:
my bad
Nurul says:
=___= you think sorry will just cut it?
Nurul says:
hey, if a guy talk like that to your girl, obviously u wanna find out more right.
Nurul says:
so i guess uve shown ur true colours.
do you know? says:
delete me then
Nurul says:
ure not really a nice person. oh wells.
Nurul says:
gdbye

those under my private blog, you'll get what im talking about.

Tags:
Syila: ar ah yelah, how should i know kannnnnnnnn!! -.-
attica: yah, that myspacer. he famous in myspace eh? hahaha.
meow: kau diam sudah meow.
iqa: yahhh, i thought NS was suffering too. but its not. haha. and oh, other countries actually laugh at our NS ways. because NS in singapore are not as tough as other countries and that our NS are like.. complete. everything was provided. so yah lah. lucky singaporean ns men.

where boys become men

2009-01-28T16:51:00.001+08:00

Woke up at freaking 0630hrs! Feel like school days already. Sigh. I miss school so much ):

So anyway, reach Pasir Ris at exactly 0730hrs. And theres alot of chineseeeeeeeeee! I dont know why theres alot chinese. And its 3rd day of Chinese New Year and its a pity that they have to go to NS on the 3rd day. Its like, going to NS on 3rd day of Hari Raya! -.-

My mom told me, the only reason shes following cause she wanted to see how Tekong looks like. FYI, my mother was born and raised in Tekong. Hahahah. And this is why The Yeks are born to swim. Ok that doesnt make any sense but yeah, most of us are good swimmers. I think. Oh, Tekong is kampong last time, if you dont know.

We were given a tour around the camp. And theres alot NS men working out and all and I feel very uncomfortable cos they were staring at me for a long time. Because Im the only malay teenage girl there. The others are.. old. Or too young. And also, a talk and oath taking ceremony which is so funny! One part, they hadta say..

"I, NIRC NO. blablablabla NAME"

And the enlistees was like saying thier own NIRC number loudly and its all mixed up and yah lah, funny. Ok takpe.

bunk. and I didnt know the beds are soooooooo comfy lah! my bed are worst. ok maybe not.

hehehehe *kening naik naik*

the talk, which they inform us what the enlistees will get. and they get alot of stuff, for free. including underwear. O.o

camp food, WHICH IS VERY TASTE BTW! oh its chicken rice.

pak ngah took this picture. (Y)

Its was fun experiencing the sadness of sending someone to NS. Hahahahaha. And Abg Ayie(my cousin, the one going NS aka KhaiDamnIt) was very very luckyyyyy and at that point of time, I wish I got into NS. My mom gave him 20bux, his mom gave him 20bux and Pak Long gave him freakum 50bux. WHAT THEEEEEEEEEEEE? And oh, he made friends real quick.

After that, we head back home. Reach home around 1300hrs-ish. I was lazing around the couch and I fell asleep =\ Sleep till 1600hrs-ish. And so, I just lazy around at home today.

get a hold of it

2009-01-27T22:12:00.009+08:00

Shall make a quick update cos I have to sleep pretty soon because I must reach Pasir Ris by 0830hrs. Sending my cousin to NS. Hohohohohoho. Kesian or what.

Today.. my sister and mother kept on disturbing me to wake up. Idiots.

They wanted to go Marina Barrage. I didnt wanna follow at first but I did anyway because I wouldnt wanna be stuck at home with my father. It was very very very sunny and hot. And inside the car was practically burning hot. I think if I put a cup of water in it, it will boil. Hahaha, ok bedek.

Reach there and theres a lot of people. Duh. And the place is very boringggggg. Theres nothing much there. Just water and more water. And alot of kids playing in the water. Its just some reservoir but in the city -.-' Since we're there, we went to the gallery. Some sort of museum but its not.

those are bottles. shitload of bottles.

i loveeee this shot!

After that.. we had a spontaneous trip around SG to find a place to eat and mother feeling feeling wanna eat Mediterranean cuisine. So we settled to Shaw Tower or center and had lunch/early dinner at Sofra.

appetizers. sofra salad something something. its was delicioussssssss!!
and not filling, of course.

mine. forget what its called. some Arabian name.
its chicken with stuffings, mashes potatoes with baked cheese on top. heavenlyyyyyyyyyy to ze maxxx!

my sister's. chef plate. turkey bread, chicken kebab, chicken patties, mutton patties, turkey salsa, mutton chunks. SEDAPPPPPPP!!!!

The portion of food was alotttttttttt. Thank god my mom didnt get any main course. Or else.. The service was two thumbs up and the food was serve within mins. And the waitor, soooooo friendly and funny and he's not local. Napalese to be exact.

After that, headed to Mustafaaaaaaaaa! Didnt get alot of stuff, just the necessities because my mom sleepy already. Hahaha, and its only 2100hrs++ Bought shampoo which I must reach high up for it because it wayyyyy up at the shelf. Tsk. And nobody helped. Thank god Im tall. My sister was like " Kakak boleh ambek. " My mother, " Dah terang-terang Nia lagi tinggi "

HAHAHAHAHAH -.-

Try on alot alot alot of perfumes. Incanto heaven is up on my list. And go me self a new watch!!!! Me very happy. Yayyyy! Thank you mother dear. Baby-g sweet poison in pink & black. I knowwwwwwwwww, whats with me and pink this year? Tsk.

Ok thats all. Goodnight ya'll!

need you like oxygen

2009-01-27T03:01:00.008+08:00

my outfit for today. i know i know, very merepek-ish. i dont know what to wear ok! since im selling wearable clothes away. sheesh, what was i thinking? hahaha.

So todayyyyy.. Mondayyyyy.. was very impromptu chill out at Town.

I went out around 3 and Kak Ct was entering the lift when I was about to go out. WTF? Hahahahahaha. So funny lor. Apparently she came over because she wanted to follow my other cousins to east coast but they left without her! So I accompany her till my cousin turnback and fetch her.

They send me to the interchange, thank god! Save sikit ez-link. WALAUUUWEH! Im using the adult fare now. What the????!!!!!! So exxxxxxxxxx can! Took 969. And I just have to blog about this..

Was at Yishun when two guys came. They look like matreps because of their dressing. But I think no lah. Just their dressing. They look pretty decent AND goodlooking, heh heh heh. I only notice the guy in white, who's on the phone cause he entered the bus first. He came in, tap his ezlink and his eyes started staring at me like O.O He had this gesture of sitting beside me but his friend push him to the back. HAHAHAH. This part damn funny sia.

So anyway.. I was staring out at the window and when I turn to the front.. HE WAS FUCKING NEXT TO ME, STARING AT ME FULL FORCE. FUCKING SCARY TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXX! GAWDDDDD! I feel like dying cos his stare, makcowwwwwwwwww! Macam Edward siah! It was scaryyyyyyy! I looked at him and rolled my eyes. And action action text people. And then(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) He nudge-nudge my arm. WAHHHH! Damn awkward to the maximum to the core siol! I ignored at first. He kept on staring at staring, I know hokay, I can see it from the corner of my eyes. I cannot ignore anymore, I go like " TSKKKK! " He stopped but still staring.

Soon after, he just press the bell and alighted. PHEWWWWWWWW! Damn relieve! I was so scared and I feel so uncomfortable. Thank god I was listening to MP3. Or elseeee.. weird conversations one.

Ok blablabla.. I met my buyer. Who seems friendly. Heh.

And then wait for 30mins for Khai. And his expression when he see me..

O.o :O o.O :O

Hahahahahahahaha. Oh yeah. I lupa. I video call with my sister while waiting, and the place where am sitting apparently ada banyak bangla! Gila babi punya banyak. She was laughing all the way then I showed her group after group of bangla's walk pass and scrutinize me from head to toe. And also, dua ekor bangla even stand behind me and stared at me for a very long time. Sheeeesh!

Ok back to Khai. He was.. shocked to see me like that because.. He never see me wore something like that before and he was like.. " sejak bile u into the fashion? "

=_______________________________________________________=""

He made me took off the belt cause machiam tak perlu & he hate brown. So yah lah. And he said I go better with sandals. But the leggings Im wearing are those full length one sia, like pantyhose. Hahahaha.

And so, he got lost in the highway because of the multiples ECP, CTE, KPE dan lain lain yang sewaktu dengannya. We ended up back in Tampines and then re-route to Town. =____= Town was practically ghost town. And I was frustrated!!!! CB! Far east close, Heeran close, Paragon close, Taka close, EVERYTHING CLOSED! I wanted to do hair extensions siah. >:(

So yah lah. We roamed around aimlessly. And headed to Cinei and had dinner at KFC. My oh my! What a pleasant surprise. Liyana approached me while I was eating. I was seated when she was greeting me and she said " Stand lahhh! " HAHAHAHAHA. Macam cikgu aku dulu, suruh diri bile nak greet. And then.. Meow was there too! With Yan.

I tried contacting her before I wenta town but was unavailable. And guess what?

Meow: Oh by the way I lost my phone *smile widely*
Me: Huh? And why are you not sad? You should be sad!
Yan: EXACTLY!
Meow: Whatttt? Im gonna get a new phone.
Me: Where did you lost you know?
Meow: I dont know *smiles widely*

=______________= Baik eh Meow! Crazy lor this girl.

After dinner, we waited for them outside.

They came soon after and we talked and talked and talked till my butt hurts. I know it doesnt make any sense. But it does because I was sitting on the thin railing. Oh, we camwhored alot too.

Meow got bangs. And I wish I had and she agree that I should cut bangs too but I dont know =\ And she look like a sixteen year old now. But I still love her because she doesnt brag about being 18 and legal like some does. =_=

We or should I say, I was sick of seating there and was bored and I wanted to return my overdue library books. We headed to Taka. Damnit. CLOSED. =_____= We have to use the back entrance what shit. So we just sat at Tower B and ming our own business. Yan was testing Meow for her BTT. Cheh cheh, car lesson soy!

khai is a gold digger. hahahaha.

i hate those sheer kinda leggings >:(

bloody irits!

see! damn irritating siah!

AND AGAIN! =______=
I dont even know why Im in love with you. Hahahahah.

Head home around 10. Reach Tamp 35mins later. Theres alot of cats cause this man is giving em' food. Everyday routine lah. So we played with the cats and chase the penakots one. And I reach home near Eleven.

& theres alot of food at home now! And its really messy cause my dad clean the store room. We he did clean the store room. But left all the junks outside the store room. Baik sekali! Better be prepare to do household chores again. And I am gonna drag my mother to Mustafa! I wanna get stuffssssssssssss! Motherrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! I want stuffs. Ha ha ha.

sinking like quicksand

2009-01-25T11:02:00.009+08:00

I am suuuuuuuuuuuupah hardcore! I didnt sleep the whole of last night. Ok maybe I did, but only for an hour =____= I woke up and I felt like I just fallen asleep for like 15mins. And Im not that sleepy now. I am so weird. I dont know whats wrong with me. So anyway today...

Woke up at unearthly 8am. Sigh. Got ready quickly. I just grab anything in sight and go. Put on powder and eyeliner and " CEPAT DAH NAK KELUAR NI! " Reach the health promotions boards place and check-check, we're early. AGAIN. But alot of people were there already. & That thing start around 10 or something uh. Tsk.

So the prize giving ceremony. (there isnt much lah, just prize giving and announce of who won what blabla) And surprisngly, MY DAD WON 3RD PLACE!!!!

LIKE WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! I thought he'd be those runner ups or what. Hahahaha. And so, his face appear alot of times in TV just now. ZzzzZzz! During the News at Suria lah, duhhh! I saw my tiny head in the crowd. Hahahahahahah. After all those cheering and clapping, my dad won the 9th place in the lucky draw thing and we got some clay thingy -.-'

But everything was paid off with FREE FOOOOOD! Well, not that finger lickin' good but its free!

just look at my eyes! tsk!

the roses. they dance gooooooooood!
pretty bootylicios for little girls like them.

hardcore eyebags. TSKKKKK!!

HAHAHAH!

totally narly dudeeeee!

the first place goes to.. MR ARIFIN!

*THROWS CONFETTI*

3rd, 2nd and 1st place.

the whole people who participated. and the guy in stripes..
whoaaaa.. cutesie mutsie.

this is hayley williams.

And so.. after all those prize giving and free food eating. We wenta HSA for blood donation!!!!! Before that, my dad was struggling with the top up cashcard PSI or whatever that thing is called. The one for NETS lah. He spend like 8mins on that thing so I just hadta go out of the car and help him. And I am the heroine. (ex)Retail student katekan. Ehem.

So over there.. to my disappointment, I cant donate my blood because I didnt bring my IC ))))))))))))): So sad liao! So I had to wait outside for them to donate their blood inside this room with comfy beds. My mom was the last to finish cause her blood came out slowly and steady-ly.

Oh(!!!) I took the consent form(bcus im under 18) so that I can donate my blood.. say.. next week? If not, I have to wait till April. That's their next blood donating session. I cant wait that long! Dont ask me why Im so eager to donate my blood. Haha. Anyone interested in donating blood as well? Please do tell me, we can donate together-gether.

Ok after the donation, they receive some refreshments coupons. Which means.. FREE FOOD! Again. But its only like.. chicken pau or pies and green bean soup which taste heavenlyyyyyy! + milo, tea or coffee. Add $1 for strawberry or chocolate or low fat milk.

Send mother to work and off to JB. Pit stop at Kak Ct house to pick up my passport. Left there when I sleptover her place. -.-' & My dad was pretty pissed -.-' And I slept the whole journey. The jam over to JB was massive! But going back to SG was smooth sailing.

Ok Im done and sleepy. Hahahaha. Finally sleepy. Well, abit only lah. Am gonna finish up Eclipse by tonight tonight tonight!

Tomorrow: 3pm at Admiralty. *GIVE A LOUD SIGH* But nevermind. Anything for my customers ^.^

g l a m o r o u s

2009-01-25T03:11:00.003+08:00

Its really weird that Nazmi is starting to chat with me every time Im online now. Maybe because I finally had the courage to talk to him in person and shake his hand and we hugged, literally, last Saturday. Mhhhh.. Oh.. Nazmi was kinda contacting me last time(early last year btw) but he had someone else in mind.

" It must be painful to love someone who doesnt love you back. " Got that from iCarly few days back. I LOVE iCarly hokayyyyyyyyyyyyy! Oh wells. That was sooooo last summer. I mean the Nazmi part. =\

My Saturday was.. ZzzzZzzzzzZzz. I woke up only near 1600hrs or 1700hrs. Hahahahaha. Perangai babi busuk kadak! Thought of asking my mom out to Mustafa Center but she got lazy and all. Khai is working and yeah. Im pretty much broke and he's my only life saver for food if Im out.. with him. I want to go Mustafa. Actually Sheng Siong also can, but travelling to 'far' places are much more better if you have a car lah kan. I need to restock my room-fridge.

I should totally name it. Mhhhh.. How bout.. Fridggy! HOHOHO! YES! Fridggy is my room refrigerator! So theres only 2 packs of HL milk in my fridge and few nail polish. Yes I keep my nail polish in my fridge because Tayra Banks says so! It stays better that way. I mean, I wouldn't dry or what. If you're an avid nail polish user like me, you'd know.

& I have to wake up pretty early for a Sunday because tomorrow or should I say today, is the last(!!!!!) session for the Cabaran Muharam. And my mother told me, the Press gonna be there. So, must dress appropriately. Cannot be on TV unglam, you! HURRRRRAY! Im gonna be on TV! Im gonna be on TV! Hahahahah, okay lah, fat hope lah.

AND HURRAYYYY! NO MORE WAKING UP AT UNEARTHLY HOURS ON SUNDAY!

HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYY HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

Okay Im off to play Typing Race and Facebook before hitting the sack. Ok before hitting the sack, Im gonna finish off Eclipse! IM ALMOST DONE! WUHHOHOHOHOOO!

just live your life

2009-01-23T04:52:00.003+08:00

Ive always liked seeing Dan & Serena together. They look so cuteeeeeeee! Okay, that was random. I have nothing to blog about at all! Mhhh.. today, I woke up at 3pm because my mom was shouting my name the whole time. Sorta telling me indirectly that Im useless. =_____= I sleep only after 5am. And its a big deal. WHY DOES IT SEEM LIKE A BIG DEAL TO MY PARENTS? Someone please explain to me. I have no idea why. Sheeesh. Its not that I never do any household chores what! I did every single thing that my mom ask me to.

Then whats the problem now? My sleep timing? It doesnt matter what! Im not doing anything the next day or havta wake up in the morning for school or work or what. Household chores? I still do it anyway what! Hmpfh! I dont understand parents. Maybe I will when Im one.

I pity Khai today. He was kinda looking forward to going kadir and meet the boys. When he reach there, the boys wasnt there, he called Sani and Sani told him theres no kadir today. What the? If theres no kadir, why tell Khai there is? And Im kinda pissed that nobody inform him in advance that theres no kadir. I know its not my problem but Khai was pissed off at me for not answering his calls on time and that I wasnt there when he needed me. Sighh.

So anyway.. Ive updated brightlike-neonsale. With few more goodies. Theres more to come actually. Im just lazy to snap more pictures of it. Maybe tomorrow.

Okay goodnight. I wanna sleep now.

azie: omg i love your cheeks! so distinctive
Hahahahaha. You can have it if you want. Seriously!
iqa: thanks nurul, for linking me! =) i linked u up too! anyway, u look nice with straight or curly hair. both suits u. =)
Youre welcome babe. & thank you. I prefer curls because I. AM. SICK. of straight hair. Hahah.
khai: pls ah mak, jgn kapo! malu sey kwn2 khairul bace!
=____________________= yelah b.
siti: awak awak. ur hair curled lawa gils babs. HAHA. serioussss! =))
Thank you siti. Hahaha. Tho I think the curls are too curly. I like wavy-wavy type but I dont know how to do it. Maybe I should get a wider curling iron.

magic flute

2009-01-22T05:13:00.003+08:00

http://www.sidereel.com/Gossip_Girl/_watchlinkviewer/25347

Just watched Gossip Girl episode 16. I seeeeeeeeeeeriously hate megavideo. Psht! I was so disgusted and worried when Jack wanted to rape Lily(or whatever her name is.Serena's mom la) I was hoping someone would save her. I was hoping Dan would save her. But unexpectedly, Chuck saved her. Gahhhh! And I was making this face expression >.< & O.o , exactly like that when Jack was raping Lily. HAHAHAHAHAH! Siol lah, Jack seriously look like a psychopath. Eeeeyer!

& I already have 2 potential buyersssss! Wohohohoho! I hope they wont pass.

So its getting late. My parents would wake up anytime now. I better head to bed. Morning ya'll!

im free, mother, freeeee!

2009-01-21T04:24:00.005+08:00

I AM FINALLY DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

BRIGHT LIKE NEON SALE IS UPDATED!
(click click)

Do support! :D

somewhere we can be alone

2009-01-21T01:54:00.013+08:00

Heave words and images ahead!

Ok Im back! Hohoho. I did all of those things I mention on my previous post except that, I didnt clean up my room. I reckon I'll just clean it tomorrow cause my mum just asked me to washes the toilet tomorrow. I mean, later on. =_= I seriously need to find a job, or else.. I hadta be a maid till school starts. That is.. if I get into a/any school.

I will update Neonsale right after Im done blogging here.

Today(Tuesday) was very very very impromptu. Went out with bf despite the argument for 3 or 4 days. Heh heh. I came out with a theory that, we tend to argue alot if we dont meet up for couple of days. We didnt argue when we face each other. Well, not as often as arguing over the phone.

Anyway.. I was expecting a lunch and movie over at Tampines Mall with the bf. We did wenta TM. The movies over at TM suck and theres nothing to watch. And Khai was being really really fussy when comes to eating. He wanted to eat at Cafe Cartel and a straight NO from me. Not halal leh! I wanted Pastamania, Fish n Co, Pizza hut, Ramen ten, all he dont want. =_______=""" Very very fussy nak mampos! Padahal Pastamania and FishnCo pon tak halal. But then, Cafe Cartel ade Pork ribs, eeeeeyer!

Since theres nothing at TM. We headed to E!hub. Whoaaa! That place is like.. ghost town. Almost nobody there. Ok bedek. When to Cathay to catch Eden Lake. The ticket lady is like.. fierce. Its like a big deal that Im not 18 yet and I die-die cant watch it. She said " yah you can buy 2 tix but they will check your ID later on " I was like =____=" C'mon, Ive watched alot of M18 movies at GV and nothing sia. Thats it! Im not gonna watch at Cathay. Im gonna be die hard fan of GV. Hmph!

We settled down at BBQ Chicken. My virgin try and I give two thumbs up to the food and service. Very well done. Except for the ambiance. OMG lahhhhh! They played a whole track of Britney Spears song all the way. All the time we're there! Im a slave for you, Overprotective, Im not a girl not yet a woman, Opps I did it again, Boys, Dont let me be the last to know, From the bottom of my broken heart and all the other tracks. I didnt mind cause I used to be a huge fan of Britney(i even bought her album at petaling street last time,hahaha) but I changed my mind when she get all psychotic. Haha. So yah lah. The problem is.. ITS NOT BRITNEY WHO SING IT. Its some other people. Its a cover track I guess. SOUNDS AWFUL LAHHHHH! EYERRRR!

yours truly with forever bad hair day.

my selenger bf -.-

his

mine

fat kid dah full.

fat kid very angry because fat kid wants ice cream

fat kid sad because bf dont want to buy ice cream

very very mean bf!

I think Khai suck at choosing food. Hahahaha. His portion of food was.. sikit!(to me) His was this chicken thigh+drumlet chilli ape entah ah. With fries and coleslaw. And mine.. as you can see.. huge portionnnnn!! I cant even finish up my fries or salad. Which Khai finish it up for me. Its charboiled sandwich. Whoa! The first cut of it, Im full already. What more eat the other cut. But I eat it at the end lah. If not bf marah. Because he's paying for it what. Hehehehehe. Well actually he paid for everything today except for the petrol. Petrol's on me. But.. hehehehe, 4dollars only. & did I mention that me and Khai were the only ones dining there? O.o

And thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!! He wanted to go Town. WHAT THE?? I wore very very selekeh. Tank top + jeans + havaianas(wtv you spell it). Mentang-mentang he wore very nice(his free volcom shirt + volcom jeans + vans shoes(+ volcom boxer)) ACTION GILER SIA! EVERYTHING VOLCOM. HMPH! So yah lah. Ikutkan hati dia lah, go Town jugak lah. First stop, Pacific Plaza. Our fav place, flash'n'splash! That ripcurl cargo pants *drools* That volcom tank *drool even more* AND THAT VOLCOM BAG! *faints*

*wake up*

Okay after looking around and mengamuk pat diri sendiri for being jobless, we wenta Far East and search for the shop that we saw few weeks ago that sell specs+glasses. We search high and low for it. Went up and down and the shop is actually right infront of our nose. -.- Khai had a hard time choosing. So I was looking at the leggings and vest there.

Me: *looking at the leggings* B, I nak beli latex legging ni ah. Ok tak? HAHAHAH.
Khai: You! Mane satu lagi lawa?
Me: BABI KAU!
Salesgirl: Hi, how can I help you?
Me: Ohh, hello. *smile widely* Nah, Im just browsing.

I stopped looking after that and help Khai. And Khai still looking for the right glasses for him, I look at the vest and took the hanger to take a closer look.

Me:*flipping tru the vest* *took the hanger*
Salesgirl: *smile widely* How can I help you?
Me: Heh, just looking *smile widely*

I rolled my eyes and put that vest down. WAHHH! CANNOT GIVE ME SPACE ISSIT? DAMN ANNOYING SIAKKKXZZZXXX!! =_=" Seriously, seriously irits. I cant wait to get out of the shop but Khai was terhegeh-hegeh choosing the glasses and try them one by one and asking me for opinions. So I help so that we can get out of there asap.

Khai decided to had dessert at Gelare which he pronouce as gee-lare. Somewhat like Gilera. But like Gilere. Like that uh. Idk uh. Its half price Tuesday! Waffles are half price. Yay!

his new specs which he wanna put w/ degree lens soon.

After that..I was thinking of getting hair extensions but we walked around to find eyebrow threading. Again, go up and down machiam orang gila. Penat sia. We covered the whole far east and theres few great shops which I didnt know about. Sigh.. bile nak dapat gaji? Ar ah yelah, keje pon takde. So yeah, no eyebrow threading avail at far east. Was walking to hair extension shop when Khai wanted to pee. Find the toilet and Khai saw this Marc Jacob shop and yeah. I was dragged inside. And theres awwwwwwwesome bags and shoes and pins there. *DROOOOLSSSSS* Manhattan Portage, come to mommaaaaa! *sigh*

I was pissed at Khai cos he wasted alot of money on stupid Porter bag where this cute Manhattan Portage is much more worth it. And cheaper too, then stupid Porter. I hate porter. Hah! So we spend alot of time in there and I had to drag Khai out cos he wont leave that shop. -.- When we're out, he said he wanted to shit. And I just hadta wait again. Once he's done, there no time for me to get hair extension >:(

I was angry so I gave him a silent treatment and make a blank face all the way. He was like " alaaa.. gini la. tak dapat abeh marah " YELAH. AKU MARAH KAU BUKANNYE PUJUK, PSSHF. Went home and reach Tamp around 2130hrs. Chill at the staircase, talk and talk and he smoke and I went home around 2200hrs.

be delicious thats why im delicious -.-

Thank you so much for the wonderful, lovely evening baby! Love you! xoxo.

Ok thats all and heres some photos which I found in my camera. Its when I curled my hair to try the Curl'On spray thingy from Lo'real.

So how do I look with curls?
Oh please dont mind that oversize NCC shirt. -.-

yann. says:
u curls issit?
xoxo, nurul says:
yahh
yann. says:
niceeeee
yann. says:
i like
xoxo, nurul says:
really ah?
xoxo, nurul says:
hahahaha.
yann. says:
got it already..
yann. says:
ncie ahhhh
xoxo, nurul says:
REALYYYYYY?
yann. says:
pretty
yann. says:
yeah.
xoxo, nurul says:
*blush*
yann. says:
ima sucker for girls with curly hair
yann. says:
so yea.
yann. says:
its niceee..
xoxo, nurul says:
hahaha really?
xoxo, nurul says:
but too bad, now my hair straight alrdy.
yann. says:
wtf?
xoxo, nurul says:
cos its only temporary.
yann. says:
fuck la play with my feelings
xoxo, nurul says:
cos i bought the hair curler and i finally bought the curl spray so it stays longer.
xoxo, nurul says:
WHATTTTTTTTT? I DIDNT SAY I PERMED MY HAIR! -.-

are we human?

2009-01-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

Things that I must do and will do tonight/now/after this entry;

- Hang laundry.
- Fold laundry. (thank god tak tinggi machiam gunung ledang)
- Fold clothes & organize my wardrobe, again! My wardrobe get messy easily. AND ITS NOT MY FAULT(!!) Because apparently, my wardrobe is my sister's too. And her wardrobe is mine too, well, that part is literally mine lah. Shes very touchy when I borrow her clothes. She'll be like " BAJU KAKAK. SELUAR KAKAK. ABEH COLI KAKAK EH TU? " =______=
- Take pictures of the clothes Im gonna sell and update blogshop. So watch out for it.
- Clean my room (this one i might consider uh)

And.. Update my blog.. later on.. after Im done with all those things above. And dont worry. It will be before 5am. Because I sleep around 5am now, instead of the usual 4am. Upgrade already. (Y)

I went out with Khai just now. I had fun for a moment. I enjoyed his company today. Like whoa, we didnt argue that much. Hahahaha. We did in the end, lol. Actually Im the one who's angry at him. Cause I wanted to do my hair. (Read: Hair extensions) But he just had to pee. Ended up, spend almost 20mins in Urban Junkie shop. Ohh ohhhh, Im so gonna get my hands on that bag. Gonna update my wishlist soon. Ok back to the story, after I succeed pulling him out of the shop, he wanted to shit pulak this time. I ended up waiting for him for like.. 20mins? =________= Member ceret beret. Hahahahaha. So yah, I got angry cos I didnt get to do my hair ):

Ok thats all I can story about. Will continue later after all those things above are done. But first, I need to change and get rid of all these mascara. I just got home. And its early. But nevermind, atleast I didnt lied.

little did i know

2009-01-19T05:44:00.005+08:00

Its almost six am. Ive been searching for a layout for 2 hours now and this is what I got. Im not satisfied with it tho. I didnt want navigational layout but, aiyahhh, lazy to search for it already. Im very fussy what, when it comes to certain things.

I slept around 2100hrs and woke up at 0200hrs just now. I was pissed cos nobody called or text me. Not even my boyfriend. I dont know whats happening to us. Its really weird. I dont know if he's still mad even. He always make me confused. And last night, he told me something that really really hurts me alot like chibye alot. I dont know if he mean it or not. And then, what Alvin told me make sense now.

Im really really really hungry now. And I cant sleep. And I have no one to talk to, again.

when nothing else matters

2009-01-18T15:15:00.008+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!! *jumps frantically*

Hows your weekends peopleeee?

Yesterday.. I had fun. And its been awhile since I stayed out till midnight. I mean, Im outside till midnight. Like whoa?! Hahaha. Cause sometimes in life, you just have to break the rules. Lol.

Went out around 1600hrs, I think. Supposed to meet Meow at 1600hrs but she pushed it to 1630hrs cause her buyer was late. Janji melayu habis-habisan, we meet near 1700hrs(i think). Stopped at Somerset cause she wanted to check out weather have flea market or not. But dont have. Waited for Yana who didnt wanna tell us what her classes are for. But we get to know in the end anyway.

I dont understand why alot of people are like.. going against Meow because she just started smoking and club. Eh hello!! Shes legal for it whatttt! Its not like, shes underage or shes doing anything illegal. She told me that Nisa's 'friend' ask Nisa, goes something like this;

girl: eh kwn kau meow tu isap rokok eh?
nisa: eh? ntah. setahu aku die tak.
girl: die baru baru start isap rokok. ckp ngn die, tak tahu malu eh?

????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUMPAH MEREPEKNESS NAK MAMPOSE! (oh the convo goes something like that lah. i dont remember the accurate convo of what meow told me) Meow dont smoke before. She only started after she's legal. Isnt that kinda good? Well, smoking is not good in the first place lah. But if you smoke at a young age like.. 13 years old or what, then thats a whole diff story kan? So stupid lor this people. I dont know where all this haters hates Meow. She doesnt do anything bad. From what I know, she DOESNT TWO FACE HER GIRLFRIENDS or bitch about other people. Shes pretty much busy with her own life and planning what to wear the next day. Hahahahahaha. Meow looks good in whatever she wear. Unlike me, I look fugly in certain clothes. Or maybe I just lack of confidence. Meow has truckloads of it ^.^

AND THEN(!!!!!) I felt that the red light came. And Yana was like " siak uh dekni, aku nampak die je, confirm period baru datang " Think back, yeah siah! The last time I hang out with Yana around, my red light came. I hardly get red light when Im outside. But with Yana around.. Hahahahaha, lol. So wenta 7-11 to get pads but sibeh expensive sia! Wtf, the small pack = $6+ =_______=""

Wenta to John Little near Centrepoint and got the 35cm one. No other choice leh, cos its the cheapest. And very comfy too! Went to Heeran toilet after getting it and yea. Flash and Splash after that. WHY VOLCOM THINGS ARE STILL THE SAME NI? No new collection ah?

And then went to have late lunch at Ayam Penyek Ria. Yana was practically crazy for the chicken. " the chicken is so niceee! orgasms! serious serious! " And that was my first and last meal for the day. I dont eat much when Im moody or sad. Lol. So I wanna be sad all the time. So that I'll not eat and lose weight. Hahaha -.-

she said " aku kenal .... "
something something, i dont remember. Hahaha.

Frozz(yana's bf) came and joined us after that. He constantly gave this particular kinda stare at Yana most of the time. And it was sweeeeeeet. Cause its like those stares like.. I dunno how to explain uh. That look that goes something like " damn i love this girl " or something like that. Hahahaha.

We talk alot and spend alot of time there. And Meow didnt eat her kangkong veggie so I eat it lah, cos I like veggie what. Then she said " eh alba, kau macam kambing. aku nak panggil kau albaaaaa(kambing tone). " then she and yana laugh till they cry. Well not they lah, just Meow alone. I was damn upset lah ): Shes so mean! Hahahahaha! Somemore she has this evil look that goes like " yessss bitch, die bitch, dieeeeeee! " HAHAHAHA =_= And Yana is seriously crazy for the chicken. Frozz wanted to take a piece of the chicken and Yana was like " EHHH JANGAN LAH! Its chicken you know!!! Chicken!!!! " HAHAHAHA. SO DAMN BLOODY CUTE LOR YANA.

Waited for Yan(meow's date/partner/idk lah) after that. He was 20mins late. Only 20mins, Meow da bising macam maknenek. Atleast he's not 1hr late what. Hahaha. Walked around Wisma after that. I was thinking of getting myself a new pair of Risky Business glasses. But.. sighhhhhhh.. nevermind lah. I feel like buying stuffs to make me happy but I was short on cash ):

Thats Yana and I swear she dont look like her age.
Shes twenty btw O.o
& aku macam fat jer =\

SERIOUSLY! THAT EXTRA STRAND OF HAIR MINTAK KENE POTONG!!

foots.

and more foots. and a ghost foot.

yana and frozz! seee! frozz is giving that stare again!
awwwww.

Yana&Frozz are going separate ways and I dunno who to follow. Either Meow&Yan or Yana&Frozz. But I followed Meow in the end cos we're meeting Nisa and other girlsssss! And oh, I felt like a loserrrrrr, cos both of them had thier partners and Im alone ): Went to Fareast first cos Yan wanted to eat. Khai called and we argued again because I wanted to meet him but he didnt want too cause Sani is much more important then me. Well, of course he is. Khai's bestfriend what. So yeah, like whatever lah. But he kept on talking and calling my loads of name that I wanted to cry. I wanted to cry so badly but I cant cause theres alot of people and Meow kept on looking at me. Gosh. So shy to cry lah. Hahaha. Then Meow asked Yan to walk far away from us cause she wanted to talk to me about it. Its really nice pouring to her. A friend in need is a friend indeed :D

So anyway after that, bumped into Liyanaezzaty at Taka. Along with alot alot alot of other people like Fahmi and Monk. I was talking to Khai at that time and Fahmi was like " Albaaa! "(not kambing tone btw) I was like.. huhhhh? He look.. different. Wanted to talk but I was on the phone.

At Taka.. Meow was talking to Bik(which we bump into also), so me and Liyana walked around to find seats then she bumped into her friend and I was like.. lost! Theres alot of ' taka kids ' seating there and they're like looking at me and I feel so uncomfortable. Gawdddd! Dont scrutinize boleh takkkkkkkk? I know lah Im not cool like you. Blablabla.. I asked Bik if he knows Khai cos Khai told me that they're classmates.

Me: you know Khai? Khairul Faiz?
Bik: Khai mane seh?
Me: Ite Simei dulu. Kental-kental. Pakai specs besar tu.
Bik: OHHHHH! Yg that time pat wlds eh, on the road. It was you kan?
Me: Ahh yah yah.
Bik: Your boyfriend ah?
Me: Ummm.. no. Dah break.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We didnt break up lah. Its was just an argument. So they went off and we search for Nisa. Bumped into Niny on the way. And Nisa was right under our cute nose. Talk alot and Im probably joining Niny in Camelot. Hohohoho. I super cannot wait because I love camps. What more be a camp instructor. Yayness. Went to Admiralty with Liyana. Its nice cause I hardly go home with my gfs cos most of them are staying at Woodlands, AMK etc. Only Niny and me staying at Tamp. And Dnah at Pasir Ris. Sleep over at Kak Siti's cos her parents came home late and shes scared. HAHAHA, lol.

Woke up at bloody 7.30am this morning. Because of the Cabaran Muharam that my dad participated. Whoa damn tired lah. And sleepy. Meet my parents and sister and Bradell. They're late! Had the talk and free food. Thank god next week is the last session. I can literally die out of boredom and/or deprived of sleep.

mate sebela kecik. baik!

my mother look like cher-cher

talking so semangat-ly

We wenta woodlands for brunch after that and send Mother to work. Home sweet home. Okay I wanna sleep now. Im dead beat.

from the bottom of my broken heart

2009-01-17T14:10:00.001+08:00

Ive deleted what I wrote on previous post. The mean parts. I understand, its unpleasant and I would be hurt if someone wrote that about me too. I apologize for those mean words which came out of rage, I didnt mean it.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-ness.

I have alot of household chores to do and my dad just gave me 18bucks to go cut my hair. Its so weird. Why is my mother asking me to cut my hair too? =_______=

And I suddenly feel like listening to Britney's old songs. Nostalgic you know!

I'll reply the tags later on. Im just no mood to blog now. Take care ya'll!

waiufhaufcnge

2009-01-17T03:34:00.005+08:00

I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job. I need a job.

I NEED A FREAKING JOB.
A life to start with.

My Friday was verrrrrrrrry mundane. Gosh, I feel like slapping myself. I woke up at 1500hrs, brush my teeth and had lunch which my mother bought for me. Its chicken rice! Very nice! So anyway.. my mom just slept the whole day so I was literally at home alone the whole day. =___= I watched alot of tv and laughed alone, at the tv.

I think the only tv show that can actually really make me laugh is iCarly. Lol! Im serious! I love iCarly. Freddy looks so cute and Carly's & Sam's fashion wise isnt half bad. Actually really nice. Somewhat looks like from FOX or F21.

Anyway.. I really need to find a job so that it can take my mind away from things and keep me busy and at the same time, getting moneyyyyyyy! Sigh. Maybe Im going job haunting later on. So right now.. Im going to pee and head to bed. Nights!

oh my clothes!

2009-01-16T04:31:00.004+08:00

BRIGHT LIKE NEON SALE
IS UPDATED!

Pretty brand new stuffs. Which Im not sure weather I should sell or not =\
But well, lets see if theres any takers.
If no, then Im gonna take it and wear it. Hahahaha.

(my blogshop is so kental, so far, i only have 2 buyers -.-)
(& alot alot alot of traders who wanna trade their stupid baju-baju rumah stuff with my clothes which look better then their's)

Kemek is currently at level 12, not 11. I just wanted to show his new hat which I bought off from the mystery box. Hahahahaha. Cb cute sia that bitten apple hat. How I wish if it were to be sell here. And I seriously think my pet society Kemek really looks like my real Kemek. Hahah. I am so creative in creating something look so similar almost the same. Hah, yelah. Oh yah! Thats the bean bag Im thinking of buying and putting it in my room. Only that, I dont know where to find it -.-

Did I mention that I gave Kemek a good scub + shower?
And did I mention he went to shit after I dry him and his poo was 'stuck' on his fur on his anus area. Wahhh, damn angry leh! Must wash again -.-
Oh yeah, I cut Kemek's hair few days back. He really look hensem now. Really. His head look rounder. Cos I cut his fur around his head, to make a shape. Or else, he'll look exactly like the pet society Kemek. Hahaha. And I know Kemek loves me.

Sayannnnnnng Kemek bucuk bucuk gemok!
Hahahaha. You dont see me doing this towards a cat, dont you?
You're thinking that Im weird, arent you?
Well, FUCK OFF. I LOVE MY KEMEK! hmph.

my hair is not awesome sometimes

2009-01-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

I have 100% mood to blog, but that all crashes to the ground because I cant seem to upload my photos! Ape ni?! Stupid blogger. Waste my time only, uploading those picture from my phone to the PC. Its very leceh you know. Cause I must off my phone, open the back casing, open the casing and take out the memory card. Then put it at the adapter, put the adapted at the memory card reader and plug in the USB cable into my PC.

~~Urghhh!! Lecehness! Waste my energy only.~~

Nevermind. My brain very clever and ask me to use Picasa(thank god my sister download it,lol)

Tuesday photos:

i have no idea why theres an extra strand of hair coming out like that.
i swear i didnt do it on purpose.
so kentalism lehh!

Wednesday: At home the whole day. Woke up near 1400hrs. I would probably woke up later if my mother didnt shout " ALBANIAHHHHH! " every 45mins. And yes, I look at the clock every time she shouts. Mother was cooking spicy veggie with tofu(!!!!) and some fish soup. I LOVE TOFU! I finish it up before my dad eats it even. MUAHAHAHAHA. & while I was sleeping, 84022683 called me, TWICE(!!)

Me: Hello?
84022683: *silence with background sound*
Me: HELLO?
84022683: HELLOOO?
Me: Yes?
84022683: HELLOOOO? HELLLO?

I hung up. Or he/she hung up. I forgot. I went back to sleep.

He/she CALLED AGAIN!

Me: Hello?
84022683: HELLO? HELLOOOOO?
Me: Do I know you?
84022683: HELLO?? HELLLLLOOOO?

I hung up. SIALLA, NAK MAIN HELLO GAME NGN AKU EH? BABI! Interrupt my sleep only.

And so.. I have to do my chores. Which was.. fold the laundry. I HATE IT SO MUCHHH! Kncb!

Sighhhhhhhhhhhh! Its alotttttttttttt! Tall like gudung ledang like that. Haiyah! I took several hours folding it! Hahahahaha. Because I stop for an hour of breaks. Lol!

I was exploring my phone camera functions and I found this..

PANORAMA FUNCTION! I love it. Hahahah. First picture, my living room, taken when I was folding the gudung ledang laundry. I get distracted easily. Second picture, my room, while I was baring-ing like a hippo. Hippo.. Hmm.. reminds me of my cousin. Her sister calls her hippo. And I have no idea why. Shes not even fat! Sisters.. they're so.. nonsense. My sister calls me.. Mhhh.. nevermind. & sorry, my room is very messy. And roomy. I hate it. Not much furniture because I dont know what furniture to buy! Maybe I wanna get a round funky carpet and a bean bag! Thats freaking cool, bean bag.

I just feel like making this entry a little longer.

Mhhhh..

Have I posted pictures of the countdown? No eh?

You know what? I think I will upload it at Neonlust instead. Muaahahahaha. I think Im the only one who havent update about the countdown. Harhar. Starkaratxzzxx for life!

Eh seriously, SHOULD I CUT MY FRINGE?

Like Mischa & Rihanna?

Or cut my whole head like Katy? She is soooo hot. I might consider turning lesbian. Hah. And Im really considering cutting my hair like Katy. Help!

And ohh..

thats a burglar by the way. -.-

Hehehehe. Kemarok The Sims lah, sorry uh. The whole of Thursday was rotting and gave Kemek at scrub. Not the pet society one hokay, the real one. The pet society one, level 12 already. I think. Mhhhh.. I miss Khai. Okay bye, gonna continue playing The Sims.

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Alysha: Alaaa, I put as my 4th choice already -.- You never tell me earlier!
Ria: Okay Ria, aku tahu kau rindu aku. Hahahahaha.
Maira: Maira is so bongok nak mampos (Y) hahahaa, lol.
Fit: Errrr.. like how you apply school after your n'level lor.
Sulastri: Ouhh, hokay. Thats good to hear (:
Meow: Yes Ms.Meow, I know that. Haha.
Syila: Hahahaha, I never thought you'd say something like that. And yes, correct. Hahahaha. Aleh, panggil orang retail girl konon. You also the same, hokay retail girl? Lol.

screwing it, not!

2009-01-13T23:56:00.005+08:00

So I went to school to retrieve my password and check my results.

I got 2.5 for my GPA. Wah fuck sia, 3 more points, can go higher nitec already. Nehneh! Life is unfairrrrr! Alot of people was disappointed in me ): My mother especially. She regret for me for not taking a 2 year course. Because duhh, a 1 year course IS difficult. Khai.. he like dont have expression like that. Alot of people, including him, said " tu lah. sape suruh tak belajar betul-betul " and they say make sure this time round, I wont screw it.

I WONT SCREW IT.

Anyway, I applied this just now.

1) Tourism(Clementi)
2) Digital Animation (Tampines)
3) Digital Medai Design, Interactive Meida (Macperson)
4) Info Comm (Macperson)

Please please pleaseeeeeeee! I want school! ):
I will be a goodgirl this year, I promise.
(seriously, a good girl) (since when ntah GIRL exist in my dictionary)

Anyway, I met Khai and wenta school blabla headed back to Tamp. He drag me around, whats new lah kan? Drag me till Im starving and exhausted. Had late lunch cum early dinner at Food Culture. The cashier at this particular store sucks really bad. No communications skill. Hahaha. Seriously. Walk around again, I bought face shop nail colour + remover. Chill, camwhore and headed home. Bumped into my sister and we chill again w/ Mat, w/o Khai.

Oh yeah, on the road, theres this Macd delivery guy trying to squeeze in between this lorry(not lorry balak eh. those small2 one la) which is making a right turn towards the carpark. And he masuk in between it and speed up and ended up crashing the side mirror of the lorry and it broke into pieces. That fucking Macd guy didnt even turn around and he just speed off. Bloody basterd! And bloody stupid too. If I were him, I would go round and shake off the lorry from following/chasing. But this rider, when straight back to Macd. Bodoh siak! Hahaha. Tu lah, step hensem kan. Nak show off depan aku kan! HAHAHAHA. Mcm faham. But really leh, he wore this aviators abeh step sachok(but memang sachok anyway, hahaha)

WTF, SACHOK? Who still use that word anyway?

Okay, my headache is coming back. With running nose. And forever coughing.
I wanna eat and take my meds and sleep. I am very exhausted and sleepy mind you.
Nightssss!

p/s: loving the new layout.

education = singapore = money = education = singapore

2009-01-13T03:51:00.004+08:00

Hiiiii. Its me again. Cant sleep. Lalalalala..

So anywayyy!! Ive decided already! If I dont get to higher nitec, Im taking..

1) Tourism
2) Office
3) Electrical Technology (Lighting and Sounds)
4) Multimedia Technology
5) Digital Audio and Video Productions

I spend nearly 2hours looking over and over those courses. And I plan it together with Jiwer Nana. Huahuahua. Khai told me his sister got 26 points. Is that bad? He told me its bad. Ye ker? Okay what. His sister is very pretty, to me. She has this innocent girly girl look. Very cute.

And If I get higher nitec.. I still dont know yet. Im a loserrrrr. And Im happy about it. Lalalalala..

Ok this time for sure, ~~goodnight~~ goodmorning peopleeeeeee!

& thank you Jane for the advice. Actually I am interested in HTML codings. Very useful for blogs but alot of things to remember. Hahaha. But I cant take that for higher nitec. Cos I have business skill and not technical skill. That course require technical skill with gpa of 2.3 and I only have business skill with gpa of 2 point something. Mhhhh =\

go, go neonlust!

when life gives you lemons, make lemonade

2009-01-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

Sibyeeeee. Blogger still dont want to let me upload photos. I took alot of The Sims photos today. Played from 4pm++ till now. I mean, I just stop playing cos Im hungry. My sister bought for my Mee Kuay Teow Kuah which taste like maggie. Might as well I cook myself seh. So anyway, just now I explored The Sims and I didnt know they can buy magazines and video games. Wahh cool shit sia. And just now, I made a huge fire and refuse to call the fire station and 2 of them died. Hahahahaha. The grim reaper came and all. Its so funnaaay!

Anyway.. Im having bark-like-dog cough and headache and a fever building up. Its so annoying.

I called my class advisor just now regarding my results. Because I am stupid that I lost my password. Well, not really uh. Its just that I save it at my old phone. And then, my dad delete it. Yeah, what the fuck. Tell me about it.

Me: hi mrs goh. nurul here. ive not receive the letter yet. i want to know my gpa so that i can apply for other nitec courses, or if im eligible for higher nitec.
Mrs.Goh: can you come down to school tomorrow and we'll try to find out your gpa together?
Me: okay, sure. what time must i be in school?
Mrs.Goh: the counter for higher nitec registration is opened from 8 - 5. you may ask for help to see your result slip if they allow. Explain you dont have password to access your online result

Baikkkkkkkkk. So I have to go all the way to Bishan to know my gpa. Which I think will be 2.5 or less. Anywayyyyy, Im thinking of taking Higher Nitec, Info Tech. Khai told me " eee, merepek. course boring siah "

Lets see..

Course Synopsis

On completion of the course, students should be able to:

	Install, optimise and maintain PC and computer peripherals.
	Install, configure and maintain computer network systems.
	Design and create multimedia applications.
	Use Web Authoring Tools to design and build web pages.
	Develop windows and web-based applications.
	Perform Network System Administration.
	Maintain Internet/intranet server.
	Support multimedia production.

Whoaaa, not merepek at all seh! Macam cool like that. Because I am a computer geek whattttt! Then somemore, theres 3 campus for it. Dover, Tampines and Simei. WHOAA SO NEAR. Esp Tampines Campus. I can walk to school! Hahaha. Dah ah, jangan nak berangan. GPA belum tentu dah berangan. Podaaaah! Eugene is going for Event Manag and he was like " wahh good for u lah. then i alone in bishan again " Kesian pe budak cine ni. Hah. But thennnnn!! I only have service skill and not technical skill. nehneh! Ok tidak mengapa, just hope that my GPA atleast reach 2.8 lah eh. Hahahah. If not.. another year or two in nitec. Or maybe I'll ask my mother for pvt dip. Or since she's been asking me to take photography courses(just because one of my cousin is taking it), why not try kan.

I think this cough is changing to sore throat. Ok nevermind la. Im gonna take Paracetamol and watch television till 3. Cos thats my bedtime. Before 3, confirm cannot sleep. Hahaha.

Ok bye.

2009-01-12T04:23:00.001+08:00

Been playing The Sims for 2 hours now and Im heading to bed now. Asal ntah kene blog.

Oh, I wanted to show the pictures of my sims. Hahaha. Just now I was playing, ade fire. Pastu ade burglar pulak. Otak dia ah. Tapi nasib ade cheatcode. -.-

Ahh narbey, blogger being a bitch, takleh upload gambar. Ok nights!

rambut karat

2009-01-12T00:34:00.004+08:00

Im currently eating Big Mac right now, at 12.35am. WTF? Perangai fat kid -.- And Big Mac(or any other fast food) is the last thing I would eat in the middle of the night. I will definitely gain weight if this continues. Eh wait, Im already gaining weight. -.-

I am now 54kg and I will persevere(and succeed) to lose weight to my ideal weight, 50kg.

Yahlah, I talk alot only, but tak jalan langsung.

goodluck for your o's results later on you two! mwahhhs!
and hopefully the plans on wednesday(or thursday) work out. jia you!

Anyway.. today.. Sunday.. was nothing much.

Mother, sister and I wenta TM to activate our(sister and i lah, duhh!) students plans but the person told us its already activated. Waste our time only, queue and then its already activated, without us knowing. -.- We walked around, blablabla, my sister bought stockings and I bought the curling spray thingy at BHG. BHG is merepek. I prefer Metro. Walk round and round and rest at Food Junction for teh tarik.

Then went to pasar malam and my sister bought socks which is tak berguna langsung. Cause its those kinda socks which are meant for heels, I think. And when she try it at home, she's cursing every inch of that useless lifeless socks. Idiot. Then she laugh to herself when I look at her. Shes so weird sometimes. And it kinda freaks me out.

Pack food and head home. We talked alot today. Mostly about my mum's friend who's interested with my sister. Hahahaha. Its really funny. And my mum's friends are not as old as her okay. Her workfriends are like, twenties. And my mum? Fourty something. I cant believe my mum mix around with younger people. I only thought she mix with.. people of her own age. No wonder sometimes she thinks like a teenager. Well, sorta.

My family is dysfunctional. And my dad.. he brings home large fries and big mac from macd just now and thought he's gonna eat it, but ended up giving it to me. Cause he said " Nia makan uh. Daddy dah makan 2 bende tu tadi " WHAT THE??? =_________= Gelojoh kannnn! Nasib baik anak kau ni tong sampah leftovers. Hah.

Ok bye! Good luck O'level-ians!

Oh yah, I have pics, but I am lazy. Goodnight!

once in a blue moon

2009-01-11T02:11:00.000+08:00

Heavy images below. Happy reading, lol!

Monday: Reach Kak Siti's crib around 10. Chill under the void deck with Khai and Kak Siti till 11 before going up.

Tuesday: Did nothing much. Just went down to chill and bought bubble tea and groceries.

I put those water babies in my nose. Hahahaha. Cos its slimy and cooling like that.

Wednesday: Kak Yaya(chief of yek) came over after her school and we all went cycling! It was damn tiring. The distance was.. far lah, abeh! From Admiralty to Yishun. Hahah. Yes, we are hardcore. We went to the hotsprings to chilleks and it was Kak Yaya's first time.

We talked alot and goes something like this;

Kak Siti; tgk apek tu, cam takde bebird.
Kak Yaya; we call it, pussydicks.
Me; huh? wth is pussydicks?
Kak Yaya; is when, you have a pussy and have a dick. Pussydick!
Me; hahahaaha.
*laughs laughs laughs*
Me; mcm advert eh. Pussydicks! Get yours today! batteries not included.
*laugh again*

Ok la, not funny.

and this other squatting dude who shocked us when he stood up because we saw that he had a… Pussydick.

You know, when dudes (especially old dudes) have genitalia so small that it has retracted into a vagina but not really, hence Pussydick.

(got from Kak Yaya's blog) Hahahahaha!

the water is boiling hot btw! with steam still coming out of it.

monkey bicycle and not monkey bicycle which i rode in. it has a basket!

some china guy came with bottles to fill with free hot water.

her bicycle looks monkey-ish! Seriously! (thats kak yaya btw)

Thursday:

was picking makcik up from her work and i saw this.
kesian seh. i thought people only steal bicycle's tyres. but bikes too? tsk!

Need to wake up pretty early because Kak Siti, Makcik and Pakcik and I are going to JB. The purpose of going there is to.. fix the spoilers which are new. Fix because, the glue is not strong enough? Idk uh. Not interested in cars. It was a longggggg wait. Veli penat.

see my hair, damn red hor? like ah-lian -.-

Theres a mini market stall and Makcik did some groceries shopping and I did some stupid macro photography.

ginger

pineapple

idk whats this.

long beans

some roots of some veggies.

Continue waiting after that and a dog appear. Seems cute. So I approch it and it ran away! WTF? I thought dogs arent suppose to be scared of humans! Crazy dog!

stupid dog

And then, I had to wait in the car cos they go for their prayers. Damn awkward lah. I can pray, but I still have my nail polish on. -.- So.. I syiok sendiri and take pictures of myself lor.

After all that. We went to eat and this place idk at where cos Msia is huge. The food is nice. And theres a cat which keeps on staring at my face. Her(cos shes pregnant) face so damn innocent so I give a piece of my meat lah. Whoa, eat like never eat for weeks. Then she stood there, waiting for food again. Kesian seh. When I nvr give, she will stroke my legs. Awww, cannot resist lah. I love cats too much.

Went to the new Danga City Mall after that. No pictures taken. Bought some DVD's. Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. And The Love Guru. I Love angus, thongs and perfect snogging. Cause its britainnnnn! I love brit movies. Damn awesome!

Friday: Went cycling again. Hahaha. Nothing much this time. Just chill and cycle around.

Saturday: Went out with my baby! After 2 days of arguing. Went out around 1545hrs. Took 168 back to Tamp. I thought we're just gonna catch a movie at TM or just chill around there. I was already waiting at TM and he asked me to wait along the road.

And then.. we are heading to Town. Blablablabla.. spend around an hour to search for a place to have dinner, we ever argue about it. Ended up, we had.. Ramen Ten! Yayyy! I love Japanese food! & yayyyy! Free dinner for me! I dont get free dinner much from him you know. Once in a blue moon. Hahahaha.

mine. veli veli awesome and delicious nak mampus.
spicy seafood. got rice, soup(the black bowl), pickles&fruits(the rectangle with 4 compartments), tofu and this thing which idk what it is but taste like egg(the other bowl with the cover on). and the huge plate, got prawns, squid, scallops, crab sticks, kerang(in english what ah?), and kupang(in english what ah?) and its soooo spicy and i love it cos i love spicy food.

his boring noodles. hahaha!
tom yum chicken something something. noodles, chicken and tom yum. and few taugeh and cabbage. boring right? and he said its spicy. padahal tak seh! khai kental! hahahaha. (oh, this picture was taken after he ate it lah!)

tofu! veli veli veli nice lor!

fruits and pickles. the orange thing, idk what it is. the green thing, idk oso but i think its seaweed. i think only ah. i like the green thing better.

dessert! chocolate chip ice cream with idk what that thing is and redbeans.
the redbeans are spoilers! really! -.-

After dinner, we walked around and I got myself fried mars bars because I am craving for it. Walk around far east only because, Idk. We wanted to go to flash n splash at Pacific, but closed alrdy. Damn early siah. Then we headed back to Tamp.

And head home sweet home. I miss home. And kemek.

my sister was exploring my camera functions -.-

the reason why this picture was much clearer then the rest because, she set this as 2megapixel and the rest are just 1mega. hahahahaha! tell me about it, i am selenger. i should have explore with the camera functions first and set it to 5mega before snapping pictures aimlessly.

So yah lah, thats why all the pictures are pixelated. Because I never set it to 5mega. Selengerness. =______=

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mrh: ahh yelahh!

suehyelee: hahahahaha. lol! your name like very hard to pronounce because of the spelling. sue-hye-lee, su-hai-li. get what im trying to say? ahaha, k takpe la.

dee v: it took me 2 days to get what ur tryna say. ahaha. he's an asswipe at certain times. well imma bitch at certain times too. we're only human what. what ' loove love '? im not holding on to anything. if i dont love him, i'll just leave. im not that prolong kinda person. therefore, i still love him very much (:

nani: hahahaha. but khai da dpt gaji die tadi! ape-ape just text lor! mcm tak biaser gitu! haha.

attica: i dont care, chuck is not hot. his face.. mcm something funny gitu uh. idk uh.

eclipse

2009-01-11T00:15:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Attica;
99 Facts About Me

FIRST THING'S FIRST.
1. Full name; Nurul Albaniah bte Junaidi
2. Nicknames; Alba, Nunu, Nurul, Bunny
3. Age; 17. 18 on the 22nd Sept.
4. Gender; Female
5. Where do you live; Tampines
6. Relationship status; Attached
7. Siblings; 1 elder sister
8. Pets; 1 cat
9. Screen name; Errrr..idk, Alba?

APPEARANCE
11. Hair color; Errrrr.. Red, orange, brown and black.
12. Hair length; Idk, long?
13. Eye color; Dark brown
14. Height; 168, agaknyer
15. Piercings; 3
16. Tattoos; My neck. ^.^
17. Shoe size; I dunno eh. 38 or 39 ah. Hah.
18. Jeans size; 28
19. Make up; Alot leh. ZA, ColourInc, Maybelline, This blusher from Daiso(haha)
20. Dye your hair; Mhhhh.. when Im bored with my hair,

MY FAVOURITES
21. Food; Chicken rice with no chicken. HAHAHA -.-
22. Drink; Sodas!
23. Color; Green, Black, White, Red, Brown, Grey
24. Store; Daiso! Hahaha
25. Kind of Alcohol; I dont drink lehh. Sorrrrry~
26. Ice Cream Flavour; Currently; Phish food
27. Books; Stephenie Meyer
28. Season; Singapore only have summer. So Summer it will be.
29. Video Game; The Sims!!!!!!!! and Counter Strike.

HAVE YOU EVER?
31. Smoked a ciggarette; BAGUSSSSSSS.
32. Done Any Drugs; Paracetamol.
33. Gotten Drunk; BAGUSSSSSSS
34. Gone Skinny Dipping; BAGUSSSSS
35. Bonged a beer; BAGUSSSSSS.
36. Had sex; Couple of times. =__________= yer lah tu.
37. Kissed the same sex; Yes.
38. Done Anything Sexual With Same Sex; No.
39. Eaten Sushi; Just now
40. Broken A Bone; No

DO YOU/ARE YOU?
41. Like your handwriting; Yes. My ex-classmates told me its like ' doctor-ish ' cos its cursive.
42. Have any bad habits; Lalalalalalalala
43. Hate yourself; Last time, when Im younger.
44. Shy; HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Yelah.
45. Tolerant of others; Idk eh, ask people around me.
46. Aggressive or Passive; Aggressive. Hahahahaha
47. Have a Journal; Lalalalalalala
48. Emotionally strong; Yes. Hah.
49. Read the newspaper; when Im bored.
50. Confident; Sometimes.

VIEWS & BELIEFS
51. Is there a god; BAGUSSSSSSS
52. Does he have a gender; BAGUSSSSSS
53. Do ghosts exist; I dunno. Dont wanna think abt it much. No good.
54. What about witches; EEE MEREPEK.
55. Miracles; Never happen to me before, so no.
56. What do you think of abortion; Sinful, bitches!
57. Premarital sex; Mhhhh..sinful.
58. Life on other planets; Aliens? Have! She live under one roof with me. Hahahaha.
59. Porn; Interesting. Hahahahaha.
60. Cosmetic Surgery; Fake.

CAN YOU?
61. Sing well; I sound like Hayley Williams. Hahhhh, take that!
62. Play an instrument; Air guitar.
63. Write well; Hmmmm.. maybe.
64. Skateboard; No.
65. Take a shot without a chaser; BAGUSSSSSS
66. Say the alphabets backwards; No.
67. Snowboard; At SnowCity. Counted not?
68. Juggle; 3 balls for 5 secs only.
69. Split; No. My legs too long uh.
70. Draw; Got B for N'lvl art, ok not like that?

THE FUTURE
71. Plan on marriage; When im 24/25. Itu pon kalau ade jodoh/rezeki.
72. Kids; 2
73. And their names; Nurul something something. I want my babygirls to have Nurul's too. Lol.
74. Occupation; ICA officer, maybe?
75. Where do you want to live; Medan. HAHAHAHA.
76. Big or small; Not big, not small.
77. Do you want to live near people; Yes. So that I have neighbors.
78. Long driveway or short; Errrr.. short. Not like malaysia. Damn long.
79. Income; Mhhhh..idk abt that yet.
80. Cars; Not interested in cars, how?

THIS/THAT
81. Walmart/Target; Both on avail in SG la.
82. Chocolate/Vanilla; Chocolate.
83. Night/day; Both
84. Mcd/BK; BK.
85. Cats/Dogs; Cats. But if dogs are 'halal', I keep dogs alrdy. So cute boleh?
86. Fruits/Veggies; Both
87. Pillows/Blankets; Pillows.
88. Pepsi/Coke; Coke.
89. Alcohol/Weed; Weeeed. Makes you fly.
90. Reading/Writing; Both.

RANDOM
91. Biggest fear; Losing people I love. Sister, mother, cousin, etc etc
92. Compliment you get often; " kau slim sia nurul! " AHHH YELAHHHHH!
93. What would you change about yourself right now; Thighs. Damn germok.
94. Regrets; No time to regret, life is short.
95. Gotten arrested; Screened?
96. Are you ticklish; Maybeeee..
97. Longest relationship; 2 years jer.
98. How much TV do you watch; Sometimes.
99. What color is your bedroom; Purple and white.
100. Are you happy; Currently: YES! Because got free dinner just now.

I TAG
1) MEOW
2) NANI
3) RIA
4) ELNAA
5) DNAH
(but as if korang nak buat gitu!!!)

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I dont know why I did that. Padahal Im so malas tau.

Anywayyyy!! Im back already! Im at Tampines now, my homeland. Hahahahahaha. Will blog soon, with full of pictures and all. Stay tune babies!

thats a secret, i'll never tell

2009-01-07T16:28:00.003+08:00

Manage to catch Gossip Girl just now, kudos to Attica for that link. I think Chuck is a total asswipe lor. And I really think he is not hot at all.

Its been 3days that Ive been in Admiralty. And I think Im gaining weight -.- I feel comfortable here cos I can click with this family of three. Unlike other, I cant really talk that much or build up a convo with thier parents.

And today suppose to be a double date. Khai and I, Kak Siti and her partner. But both of our partner ditch us. Literally. Khai was really tired cos he overworked. But good job baby and congrats for passing your test and see, you got a reward of 200 hundred bucks(to spend on me, i hope, hah. but yet again, fat hope) and you can do whatever you want with it.

But its really sad to hear someone you love call you self-centered when he can see it when he looks in the mirror. I mean, when I was tired, you literally forced me to go out with you too. Alot of times. And I didnt say anything bout it cos I wanted to spend time with you despite being dead drop fatigue. But you.. Psht. I couldnt careless anymore. Being called names everytime youre unhappy. Really, I couldnt careless. Because I am numb, like that. And like what I said, I wont express or share my feelings with you, cause youre too busy assuming and guessing how I feel.

When actually, you have zero, zlich, nada, idea of how I feel. The only way is to.. ask.

Have fun playing your guessing game, Khai.

xoxo

close you eyes and make believe

2009-01-06T16:44:00.006+08:00

Hello peeporl! I am currently at Woodlands/Admiralty. Im sleeping ovah at Kak Siti's house. I came here last night(cheh as if I go overseas like that) with the help of a wonderful boyfriend, hahaha.

Yesterday . . .

I met my 4A4'homegirls. Hahaha. Yasmin and Nana lah, which Ive missed so much. Sekarang dah tak lagi pasal dah jumpe,what. We talked alot. But we didnt really update much of our lives. And they told me that Ive lose weight. Hehehehehahahahaohohohuhuhuh. And surprisingly, Khai talked to them(!) and he actually joined in the convo. Haha. Yah lah, cos he's anti-social what.

Left Tampines around 2045hrs I think. And the ride wasnt pleasent at all. He was going too fast. Real fast. And I feel so light that I feel like flying off, as in.. I lose the grip and fly away with the wind. Hah =_____=

And woke up pretty early just now, around 1200, cos I usually wake up around 1400hrs. Maybe cos Im really exhausted and slept real early last night. And just now, went to Alexandra hospital and accompany Kak Siti for her job interview. Hope she got it this time. And Im going to search for vacancies now.

And my new phoneeeee.. *drum rolls*

But mine's in Pink. So girly. Yucks! But nevermind lah. One of my resolution is to be more girly what. Hah. And this phone, very susah to write messages. Actually easy uh, I should have take Qwerty keyboards one. And I finally asked to have 3G option. Yay! Now I can 3G with baby and know where is he. Lol! & I need to find a casing, asap. I wouldnt want my baby to get any scratches. Hahahaha, rightttt.

And I can also use the net with it. Yayyyyy!! hahahahehehehuhuhohoho.

Yogi been texting me and its kind annoying cos the way indon smses is definetly not the same as ours and I dont understand what he's tryna say! I mean, the spelling all. Whoduh whoduh, nggak bisa fahami sih.

Yogi is my so-called cousin friend, who I think is intrested in me. Hahahahaha, lol.

I miss my boyfriend already. I hope he come over here tomorrow and we can wash his bike together. Hehehe. Its really dity by the way. The seat got some bird shit stain and the rims not sparkling at all. Eeeeyer, tak cool! And b, please get me a new helmet ):

& I have 3 cb pimples on my face right now. A sight to behold, please. Two on my nose, growing side by side. Another on my forehead, beside my left eyebrow. So annoying can?

Ok bye, I want to read ecplise now.

view mighty

2009-01-05T02:09:00.002+08:00

I am so excited to spill the news! But nevermind lah. Just keep it low, dip it up slow. Hah, righttt, whatever.

I am very sleepy right now but I dont feel sleepy. Weird eh?

I sleep only at fucking 5am all thanks to no other than Khairul chibye Faiz. >:( Yelah yelah, cannot blame him lah. Too bad Im in love with a fire extinguisher. Woke up at 8am. ONLY 3 hours of sleep. Wah, die. Idk why my parents are like so kanchong and want to reach there early. Ape jer, merepek! Reach there, we're the early one. I mean, really early. -.- Thank god they already serve sandwiches, Im starving like maddddd.

Blablablabla, theres few activies which I am very lazy to elaborate. And Idk weather I appear in the news or not cos I didnt watch it. Hahahaha. Anyone spot me? Lol.

(i have two freaking pimples growing on my nose. sibeh jialat!)

After that, we intended to go Geylang for brunch but the traffic was sifialfal so we headed to good ol' Tampines mall. Ate at good ol' Qiji which my father dont know about. He seriously need to go out and hang out more often.

And then(!!!!!!) We went to _____ and bought _____ and I got myself a brand new ______. Its __ _____. AHAHHAHAHA. Not gonna tell youuuuuuuu. Teeheehee.

Too us freaking 1hour and 15mins over there. Sheesh. Head home and went back out. =____= Without my dad this time. Went to JB. Its seriously long and I am getting lazy.

Im gonna clean up my room now because I want to go out tomorrow. And show off my _______. Ok goodnight ya'll.

busy? not really.

2009-01-04T02:59:00.003+08:00

sneak peek of the countdown, heh.

Takut kan, see my blog suddenly go private?

Muahahahhaha. Ok its 3am already and I have to make it quick because I have to wake up around 8am later on. =__________= Macam school already. Oh I miss school. OK, nvm.

Ive been spending alot of time with my family and I have alot to update on. Seeeeeriously alot. Countdown pictures and all. Tsk.

Just now, I had a really huge meal(which im gonna blog about later on) and I just let it out and now Im hungry again. Ok set that aside. Tomorrow, I mean later on, forced to head down to ECP for my dad's quit smoking challenge, AGAIN. Haiyaaaa. So leceh can? Just now, while eating, a guy called him and asked him where he is and that guy came down with a smoke-a-lizer(?) to check weather he smoke or not. And proud to say that my dad is ZERO PERCENT of nicotine. Hoho. The person told my dad that, among 10 people, only 3 are nicotine-free, including my dad lah. Cannot percaya leh!

( i just check house of yek* and theres 5 page worth of countdown pictures. wahlanneh! alot or whatttttt?! this will take forevahhh!)

So yesterday, I slept over at Kak Siti crib. It was so impromptu. I was out with Khai first, he came over and wait till I get ready(which he claims, it took forever. nampak sah bedek siah). My purpose is to send back the due library books which I only read half of one of the book. Haha. Had lunch at KFC and watched to catch a movie but theres no intresting movies -.- Tell me bout' it. We chill and then got into an argument. Khai is such a narbey lah. I slapped my arms(idk weather its jokingly or seriously, really) that I just had to cry because its very painful!

Serious, this is no drama mama. Im the person who is VERY hard to cry. Hahahahaha. Its really painful cause, the lower part of your arm is berisi what. Then the impact is kinda hard. Therefore, very painful. Abeh he's still being an idiot, dah pujuk orang, abeh I dont want to listen to him, he still want to force me ni(!!!!) Nbcb sia. Damn annoying. Lagi annoying, is when I told him that I wanna go to the library then he was like " oh nak buat pakai I ah skrg? " WAHHH DAMN PISSED OFF LOR!

And then.. He didnt even fucking chased after me. Suar! When he went off or what, I fucking chase after him sial. Machiam anjing hor, but trust me. That wont happen again.

I reach library, he called.

me: " Nak ape lah? "
him: " You pat mane? "
me: " Library la bodoh "
him: " I pat blakang library ni. Jmpe i... "
and I hung up. Lol.

And member ade pat blakang with that cb bike. PUAS HATI ANTAR AKU KAN BABI. Buang energy siol, hmph. And then yeah, member buat pussy puppy face look. Cb. =________=

And after which, we had to separate cus Im meeting my sister. And he was acting like bitch and didnt say goodbye to me properly. This part oso, make me pissed offffff. Then I saw him at the carpark entrance/exit and I thought he was waiting for me. SKALI MEMBER TERUS PERAH DAN BERAMBOS DARI KELIHATAN GUA. WAHHHH SIBEH! >:(

Sigh-ness. Meet my sister and took 969 to Admiralty. Bought bubble teas and lots of food. My sister is crazy. Shes like starving or something. Tsk. Called Syazwan but he's still at work, thought of midnight chilling like last time. Give it a pass and headed to my cousin house.

Blablablablabla.. eat, change, watch tv, listen to MJ12 and talk to Syazwan till 4am and sleep straight. Woke up around 12, I think. Blablablabla, got to know that Khai tagged at my sister's tagboard and then my sister blame me and told me that I complain to Khai about it and that Khai had to tag it. WTF SIA. Khai is the attitude problem one, not me. I didnt ask him to tag also. Neneh! Damn frustrating lor.

And then, meet the parents at Yishun. We explore-explore and went to the 'hotsprings' place. Where really really really hot water appear like magic. Hah. Blablablabla.. explore alot of places uh. And then had dinner at Jalan Kayu. Ordered alot and ate alot. Whoa, damn syiok ah. Got pictures, but lazy to upload. Next time je eh. And went exploring again and head home.

Played bluff with the parents, sister and kak siti(sleep over at our place pulak) and my dad is so selenger lahh. Tak tahu tipu! Abeh lepas tu nak sabotage orang.

Ok thank you for reading my junk. I have to sleep now. Nightttts! And hows my new layout? ^.^

rewind

2009-01-01T16:14:00.004+08:00

2008 has been great, good, bagus, awesomeness and gayrekxcoreeeeeee! I wished 2008 will stay forever but cannot -.-' Like every year, I post events of what happen(??)

January

The course I choose; Retail BUT at ITE Simei was unsuccessful *insert muke boring* I appeal and choose Retail again, but at Bishan *insert muke lagi boring* And I got shortlisted and had to go for the interview which I passed. Yayyyyy~

So I got into Bishan Campus. Made alot of new friends within 1 short year. I wish Im still schooling right now.

February

My sister introduce me to Khairul. Because she wanted me to sabotage/busted him because he such a jerk. I only hear stories from her side and after I hear Khai's part of the story, then I call it even. I mean, both had their mistakes whattttt. Okay whatever, dah lepas pun.

& then, Idk how we got so close and he's like my bestfriend, at that time. We shared alot of things. Our likes and dislikes, our past, our present.

I cant find our very first picture but this one can lah. This is like, the 2nd picture I think. When he's going to NS the next day. Hah.

As for school, we went to this stupid camp which is not stupid at the end. Hahahahaha. Its a bonding camp lah. And at that time I had a major crush on Juffrie. But it was a major major major turn off when HE FREAKING CRIED WHEN HE VOMITTED. Or was it when he's having headache. Turn off lorrrrr. Im in love with a lembut guy. Hah -.-

March

Constant netball every wednesday which keeps me fit like hellalalalala. Really! I was skinny! -.- And full force dating with Khai starts.. after he was single lah. He was kinda depress. I think. I cant really tell. And Nicky was superrrrrrr jealous bout it. Heh heh.

Khai wenta NS and its really weird for me to go home straight after school. Cos usually he'll pick me up and all. And I was fucking lonely, seriously. I had nobody to talk to at night.

Mhhh... lemme think. Oh. I introduced Khai to my friends and yeah. Everybody didnt like him that much cos he's anti-social. I HATE ANTI-SOCIAL PEOPLE BECAUSE I AM SOCIABLE. Hmph. Feb and March is so sexiciting cos it seems that I didnt have any curfews at all. I went out, reach home late. Or sneaking out it. Fun when it lasted.

April

Hmmmm.. Mother bought a new flat screen tv. I think its a flat screen uh. Idk. Its great having a huge tv in your house. Well, not that huge uh. But still. Not like Khai's one. Hahahahahah.

May

Had a somewhat great time at Nadd's bday chalet and also Sani's bday pit which Nani planned. So sweet lor!

June

Had this wonderful, gerek, fun trip to Medan. I love indonesia. And Im glad I have that blood in me in.

Me and Nani got closer cos of the endless double dates. Heh.

And Khai finally POP-ed and Im really happy cos I get to meet him everyweekdays already. Instead of weekends only.

July

Kak Ira got married! Yay. I love family related stuff. Hah. Had so much fun but damn damn damn tiring cos we have cousins from Indon coming over and its so kecoh. And also, they're like.. sorta demanding. So penat.

And I was involved in the Singapore Garden Festival. Very fun experience and yeah. fun. And something happen that change my life forever. Hahahahahaha.

August

Got closer wid Jaza, Ria and Alysha & celebrated Jaza's 19. Had funnn fun funnnn! This year, No more teen-teen for you Jaza. Its your big T W E N T Y

And reunion for my secondary classmates during teachers day.

September

My birthday was awesome this year. Got a surprise. And had a tiring 3 days for serving and working for the F1. But still, a good experience.

October

Hari Raya wasnt that meriah. The feeling isnt there so yeah. Plus, I was busy working to go out jalan raya. The duit collection also tak banyak. Hmph!

November

Working at G2000 really sucks. Its so tiring and its taking over my life. Hah. I have no social life at all. All I do is work work work. After work, go home, sleep. And goes around again and again. During my off day, spend with family or Khai. Cos most of my gfs are schooling/working -.-

December

KL trip with my sister and her friends. First time travelling without any adults. Hahahahahaha. So fun! Im done with retail and school. First ever bowling tournament with the whole family.

December is the bestest month ever!

But now.. Im gonna try and welcome 2009 with open arms. I hope it will be better then 08 tho 08 is very very memorable.

I will update about my countdown after I receive the pictures. Hehehehe.

2008-12-31T20:33:00.001+08:00

Out To The Countdown.

HAPPY NEW YEAR BABIESSSSSS!
*throws confetti*

Will update on the 1st.

gonna be okay

2008-12-31T04:59:00.004+08:00

Been playing the sims since 2am. Very sleepy now. Need to sleeeeeeep!

Anyway.. today(tuesday, 30th), parents, sister and I went to Plaza Sing to get my sister and mother new phones, since they line are done. Idk how to explain. So yeah. I didnt know we're going to Plaza Sing so I just wore this really burokness shirt and the already burok volc pants. BUROKNESS I TELL YOU. Plus burokness point without anything on my face. Really! Nothing. Not even face powder. =______=

Ended up, not getting any phones because the choices there suck.

Headed to JB afterwards. Had the most sedap-est nasi ayam penyek. With the sidekicks of satays and otak-otak. Had our car washed too. Theres alot of bird shits on it and Im glad its clean now. Oh yeah, before that, we visit my mom's workfriend who just gave birth at Thomson Hospital. The baby is sooooo cutessszzxzxxzz! Ok not really, cause all newborns look all the same. Hah.

Since everybody's writing their new year resolution. Im gonna write too. Plus, I didnt write any last year. Hahahahaha.

- Try to maintain a clean room, always!(hahahahaha)
- TRY to stop being mean to kids(lol) and Khai(double lol)
- Wear more skirts instead of pants.
- BE MORE GIRLY. Ok this part maybe no ah.
- Encourage people around me to STOP SMOKING.
- Make new friends and get closer wid my girlfriends(!)

I've been MIA from my girlfriends recently. Well actually most of the time. I think they've forgotten me already. The only few people who sometimes contact me; Alvin and Meow. Kadang-kadang Nadd. Other then them, nobody else. And I realise, I DONT HAVE MANY CLOSE FRIENDS TO HANG OUT WITH. Really! =_____=

I will be celebrating my new year with.. I dont know. I still have no plans. =_____= And Khai is working ): NS really bites. Hmph!

Ok need to sleep now. Before my mom shouts again.

and oh, one more resolution..

- STOP CUTTING MY HAIR AND LET IT GROW!!!

AND I NEED A JOB, RIGHT NOW!

p-p-p-poker face

2008-12-29T23:00:00.005+08:00

Yay!! Ive changed my layout. I pick this out of random-ness. Damn lazy to find and search for nice nice one.

Anyway, I just got back from my grandparents house. Send the Brat and Sabrina back. Yeah, they slept over for 3 nights. =____= Last night, I made the brat cry. Huehuehuehue.

brat: kak nia muke je lawa tapi perangai kasar.
me: wahhhhhh wth. dahhh ah, gi balik ah siti! *laughs*
*sister & sabrina laugh as well*
*brat walks out of room*

AND THEN!!! I got to know that she complained to my mother that she wanted to go home and she was crying. WHAT THE??? DASAR BRAT! =________= oh we call her siti by the way.

And yesterday I finally get to go to sheng shiong with my mother. And sister and the brat and sabrina as well. I pick up shampoos, chocolates(loads of it. really, alot!) b&j phish food(its really really niceeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!), toothpaste, yogurt and alot more which I know you all are not interested in. In total, cost 200+ WHOAAA! Hahahahahaha.

I am lazy to upload the pictures of the bowling tournament, heres some which I got from my cousins dslr.

my makcik who started shouting and making red-indian sounds.
the left one i mean. The one on the right, chief of yeks. hahahaha!

she likes my butt -.-

kemek face. hahahaha!

told you im good in bowling. hahahaha.

hahahahaha babi sape je ambek ni gambar!

dont be fooled, he's only fourteen.

Very sorry for the some small, some big pictures because the size is very huge and i just resize it anyhow hahahahaha. Very lazy lahhh.

AND OHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I JUST GOT THE SIMS 2 CD PACK FORM MY COUSIN(yeah i know, i have alot of cousin ah, you probably cant catch up who is who so nevermind) AND IM GONNA DOWNLOAD IT NOW AND PLAY IT. WOOOHOOOHOOOOO. Maybe that why im always offline now. Muahahahah kay bye.

crunk that cranky

2008-12-29T04:11:00.004+08:00

fucking angry siahhhhhhhhh !@#$%^*&()~*$^(#%&%

I changed my cb layout and cbbbbbbbbbb!! Server is busy at the moment, please try again later. MAK DIA AHHHHHH! HMPH!

I am very cranky too. because i am hungry right now and lack of sleep. and im gonna sleep now.

but on a happier note, did you spot me, sister, mother and my father on tv just now?!! during Berita. Hahahahhahaha. Lol! i went to this quit smoking challenge thingy and yeah. =_=

see me pevious post by the way. DIFFERENTIATE. RIGHT ANON! =_=

and i will blog and change my layout again later. fucking sleepy ahhhhh hgawhfaoifoifhwudnxcaoidcja!! and my bf lagi cam babi. i called, he went on the other line, i wait for so long, i hang up, i called back, his hp off, i wait for his call, he called ard 40mins later, i called him back and he said hes going to sleep now =________________=

selalu gini siah. well not selalu lah but sialla. sakit hati bodoh. BABI #@R$#%$#^%&^$&$##$#@$#@%#^ AHHH VERY ANGRY ALREADY! (im typing this in caplocks btw, my current layout cam sial, all in small words. bodoh!)

kickass family

2008-12-28T02:12:00.006+08:00

I am veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy exhausted. The bowling tournament was awesomeeee! My family won 4th prize. The only reason that my family won 4th because I was already lazy + tired during the second game. Hah. I throw anyhow one. I was already leading in the first game siol =___= Plus, my sister suck to the core this time round. Haahahahahaha! And my mother, suddenly so pro like that. She kept on having strike. Like not fair leh.

Theres truckloads of photos and yeah, i wont update it today because I need to sleep now because I have to wake up at 8am tomorrow. My life is exciting, for now. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, we won an automatic kettle. Hahahahaa. The first prize is a dvd player. Second is a fan. Hahaahahaha. What kind of prize is this???!!! Kasi lah, PSP ke, XBOX ker. Haiyak!

And I receive a LV wristlet and a keychain with my name on it. Thanks to my cousin who just came back from Thailand. And mind you, the LV is original. O.o Hahaha. Thank you very nice. And just now was my neice birthday and I thought it will be a chocolate cake but its some coffee cake or something. But seriously delicious nak mampos. Polar never let us down.

Ok bye.

p/s: my boyfriend is such a *insert banyak-banyak makian di sini*. Fucking self-centered and ego siol. Macam nak tarik je bola die, cause he dont deserve to have balls. I think im the guy in this relationship, really.(hahahaha) And it takes 11months for me to DIFFERENTIATE between sacrifice and taken advantage of. Thank you so much Ib, for the convo last night. It was a wake up call. I think you wont read this, but then again, I think you will. Haha, thank you!

Ok i seriously need to sleep now, goodnight!

Ohh yeah, my family is seriously crazy! My aunties were yelling and cheering all the way and making red-indians sounds. Its so silly and funny and whoa, a makcik doing that eh? And our family is the only kecoh one around. We were the loudest. And it was so funnn.

okay, okay. Bye!

( i know khai will burst his lungs out at me when he reads this. really. he will definitely nag and scold me and dig through my weakest points where he knows it will hurt ) isnt it great? i cant express my angerness towards him & i cant even blog my angerness about him. =____=

asleep, the brats are asleep.

2008-12-27T02:09:00.017+08:00

Heavy images below.

Okay, the brat dah tido. Lol! Im so mean to call her the brat. Padahal shes not that mean or what. I think shes lovely but I call her a brat because what she wants, she'll get. Hahahahah. Lol. Okay, maybe no.

Heres the truccccckloads of pictures!

Started off, going out at 4pm. Fetch them and headed to Vivo. Its been awhile since I stepped there. Theres sales everywhere >:( My boyf refuse to go Vivo with me. Idiot. So anyway, had old chang kee while waiting for my sister. She's such a bitch for not answering our calls. And somemore, shes on the other line with god knows who. Idiot! >:(

Had lunch at The Chicken Rice shop. My virgin try. Hah. Not bad. The chicken rice is very nice. Everything very nice but I dunno why its so exxxx. Taste like normal chicken rice only. After all those, the kids want to play at the roof top, play with the water. Thats our main purpose to go Vivo. Wtf right, I know. Might as well go swimming pool.

mother and yours truly. alike? no?

this is the brat. ahahahaha!

Sabrina, my fav cousin(dad side)

dont know whats wrong with me -.-

we thought the kids are just gonna play in the water like dip thier legs in or what.
but they ended up swimming. wtf?
thank god they bought their own extra clothes along. if not..

told you its turning blonde/orange, idk, i cant tell. esp in one near to the roots. idk why. its so weird. but nvm lah, look like hayley williams. hahaha -.-

look what they're doing

hahahahha. trying to drown each other -.-

show some of my non-existence muscle(s).

And then.. we headed to Harbor front center to look for the brat's things. Idk ah. Bought new zealands ice cream which is so sedap. I bought english toffee and banana and then my sister fell in love with it and I got another cone for myself since my sister want it. -.- Bought chocolate fudge brownie and hocky pocky which is vanilla with honey. sedap giler oso!

Nothing at Harborfront center so we went back to Vivocity to Toys'R'Us. And whoaaaa, the brat was literally running towards toy'r'us lor! We look almost 1hr in there cos she dont know what she wants. She wanted this Baby Alive doll which can eat and then poops. But cost fucking 100bux lahhh. Wtf. (its 99.90 acutally, hah)

Search and search and ended up getting her this baby doll which can cry and laugh and wiggle at the same time. Pretty cute and cool. I was getting bored choosing for her so I walked around alone. And this Pikachu plushie is so cute lah and my mother was being ridiculous and wanted to get it for me, wtf mother?!

Headed home right after getting toys for them. Yes, both of them got toys. the brat got this baby doll which can laugh/cry/wiggle itself with the bed, bottle blabla and also got another set of baby bath tub/shampoo what shits. and Sabrina got a baby doll too, but normal one. cannot talk/cry can close/open eyes only. hahaha.

sabrina and her baby doll, boring one. hahaha. but shes very appreciative.
and shes like what? primary 6 next year! lol!

curling the brat punya long hair. damn long siol!

i also curl my hair lah. ahahaha. sorry hor, my face like what like that.

my straight and curled hair.

the kids.

AH FINALLY IM DONE!
its freaking 4.35am now. I need to sleep.
I have bowling tournament later on. CANT WAIT!

& I miss my boyfriend ):

no, he cant read my poker face

2008-12-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

My mother just found out that i dyed my hair. huehuehuehahahehehehuhuhu. =____="

Mother: *touch my hair*
Me:*unplug earpiece* Huhhhh?
Mother: Dye rambot ehhhhh!
Me: Hehhhhhh
The Brat: Bik Yah tak kasi Kak nia dye rambot eh?
Mother: Tak, tapi die degil! *grins at me*
Me: Hah *rolls eyes*

Brats will be brats. And right now, she's playing with the toys that my mother just bought for her. I think im jealous. CAUSE I DIDNT GET ANYTHING ): Hahahahaha.

Theres truckloads of pictures and Im gonna update later after Ive washed up and when the brat already sleep. Yes lahhhh, shes sleeping over and shes following us to the bowling tournament tomorrow. GREATTTTTT! She has alot of comments you know. But shes okay, cause she praises us(me and my sister) She keep on saying that we're pretty. Hehehehehe.

I AM PRETTY! HAHAHAHAHAHAH HA HA HA.

kay update later. at night. later. bye.

nothing but your t-shirt

2008-12-26T15:12:00.002+08:00

I am going to Vivo with my mother, the brat and her brothers. Kyn should know what Im talking about. Grrrrr! Very malas cannnnn? I think im gonna pick up a baby-g watch over there. Hah. AND WHERE THE FUCK IS MY RISKY BUSINESS SUNNIESSSSS?? >: ( Today very sunny hor, but later confirm rain like i dunno what.

Kay bye nak mandi. I never bathe since yesterday. Hahahahahahha. Save water sikit.

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Kyn: Hahahaha. If i am slim, you are more slim-er okay! Youre damn kurus!!

Fit: Yes fithree. Dah talk about it kan smlm. hahahaha

Nasyitah: Sorry, my mind was blank at that time. Heh

Attica: not really that blonde ah. haahaha. its turning brown. =___= cos everytime i wash, the water will turn pink. so it think that coming frm my hair. the stylist also told me that it will turn brown so yeah, not surprised. lol. but i still want red!!

Nani: Ubin? Ah boleh ahh. Tunggu aku dpt keje + gaji. HAHAHAHA

i cheated myself

2008-12-26T01:12:00.003+08:00

kyn says:
eh bila kau stand nd put ur feet tgt, ur tighs dont touch eh?
; xoxo, Nurul says:
huh?
kyn says:
mcm mana ehh nk explain
kyn says:
cos in this pic
kyn says:
u look damn slim
; xoxo, Nurul says:
hahahahahahahahha
kyn says:
serious!
; xoxo, Nurul says:
im not slim kyn!!!!!!

I seriously wish that Im slim but I am not, so, I can keep on wishing. Its Christmas, yay! =_____= Today was like any other day. Totally not productive at all.

My boyfriend lost his phone, AGAIN! OMG LAH BF! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU AND YOUR CLUMSY-NESS NI? TWICE THIS YEAR, HELLO!! Wake up! & Im so angry. Cause.. Its so hard for me to contact him. I only hear this voice twice today. He called me at 9am to inform me that he left his phone in the cab on the way to work =____= and then at night, around 9.30pm, I think. He said something which I didnt hear clearly cos his background is so noisy.

I miss him already. Despite the argument last night. Which girl doesnt love her boyfriend, right? Sighhhhhh.

I need to go job haunting. I need a job. Please. Help. Me(!!)

I am craving for;
- chocolate cake
- sushi
- vanilla muffin
- gelare waffles
- mashed potato

And activities I wish to do with my boyfriend but seriously, F-A-T H-O-P-E ! !
- bowling
- pool(11mtns already and he only played with me ONCE)
- suntanning
- watch the sunset
- rock climbing
- kayaking

Tell me about it. I have alot of activities in mind. But its hard to ask my boyf along cos he is a shy little brat. =_____= He wont even mix with MY friends. MY FRIENDS YOU KNOW! Its so easy for me to mix with his friends but so difficult for him to mix with my friends. Tak fair siah. And when I bring him to my friends, he will just sit one corner, not talking to anyone. And then make this unhappy face and when I ask him, he will saying everything is okay. GERAM SIAK! Pffft.

Things I wish my boyf will get for me. Hahahahahahaha. Sorry ah, im bored.
- a necklace(forget it already, i bought one for myself) -.-
- a shirt
or a skirt
or a pair of pants
or my fav brand of nail polish
- a watch

Because you know, sometimes its nice to receive something you want from the person you love. Hahahaha. Wtf. I think I spoil/pamper my bf too much. Time for me to take a step back. WHENS MY TURN TO BE SPOILED AND PAMPERED? )':

Ok forget it already. I just need a job and I'll spoil and pamper myself. My mother just told me that she wanna bring me to get a facial. Bestnyerrrrr! Cannot wait. I think I need a hair treatment and I need to rehighlight my hair. Its turning blonde sial! !@#$%^&@#$)!(^*@&$^%

I think I should cut my fringe. Should I? Helppppp!!

love lockdown

2008-12-25T04:04:00.008+08:00

Today, 24/12. Impromptu meet up.

Meet up with the Ani's for double date, like always. Its always movies. Makin jelak aku. Balik-balik movie, takde activity lain ker? I suggest for bowling, but the guys are so not spontaneous. Boringgg! We catched Yes Man! 4.5/5 popcorns! Funny giler. Should catch it again.

Had old chang kee, pie kia and bubble for lunch.
broke ah beb ):

his face.. like i dunno ah. hahaha.

you should see it under the sun. its so bright O.o

this is our impression of..
1st pic) 2months together.
2nd pic) 2yrs after.
Hahahaha, geddit?
(nani and sani look damnnnn alike, damn cute eh?)

nani look so damn cute with her bangs lahhhhh!
now im tempted to cut bangs again, BUT I DONT KNOW! HELP!

mata juling.

Had a tiff with Khai when we're on the way home cos I wanted and needed to get home early.
He's being an a-hole lah. Seriously annoying & unreasonable. Macam makcik, nag nag nag at me. Seriously Khai, I already have a mother. You dont need to nag. Its so annoying and frustrating and its actually making me feel sleepy hearing it. And the cause of it because he said I left Nani behind without saying goodbye. And also I left sani&nani at the traffic lights just because I need to rush home. WTF. =_____=

Goodnight world. Im gonna sleep with kemekzzxz!

go, go neonlust. updated!

Kuala Lumpur

2008-12-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

Today rightttttt...

I go bowling with my family. At E!Hub. Lol! My virrrrrgin bowling experience. Yelah, kental. Tak perna bowl, sorry ah budak-budak-yang-tak-kental-pasal-dah-perna-gi-bowling. Hmph. I very lazy to elaborate but.. I. SUCK. IN. BOWLING. Or maybe because Im just lazy to bowl just now. Cause I was just throwing the ball like sembarangan. My mom say I score better when Im not lazy, hahaha. Wtf. Cos when Im not lazy, I will aim betul-betul and score strike and my leg will swing ke tepi, like wtf? I oso dunno uh. After bowl, we pergi makan. I had nasi lemak which is so serrrrrdap and my dad and sister had kang kong belacan and sweet and sour sotong while mother had kentang ball and we also had satays. Yay. Happy already. I order 5 babats for myself but I only ate 3 because damn full already!

its so obvious right? daddy is my dad, kak z is my mum(her name is zakiah lah ok), apple is my sister and the last one is me, Alba. Scoring only 28. Well atleast better then my sister. Haahahahah. But she won first after that, bummer. And my mum is doing very good for the first time tho. My mom is soooo cool. lol.

this is my sister. idk why shes like that. hahahaha

yum, food!

Kuala Lumpur
The Journey/Day 1

Didnt sleep the whole night. Read eclipse/stayed online till 6am. Get ready, off to Tampines Inter. Mat is already waiting for my sister at the void deck. Awwww, how sweet. Called Khai, talked and then he told me he's waiting for me at Tamp Inter(!!!!) Veli happy already. Met him, he cant let go of me. He didnt let me take the cab even but he did eventually. Inside cab, very dizzy + sleepy + missing him already.

retro pants seh mathadi! lol!

Blablablabla..

JB, then Larkin. Bought the bus tix and foodies. Ate in the bus and sleep all the way till reach the pit stop. Fall back asleep and woke up when theres huge bump. Found that we're already in KL. Wooooo! So happy already. And if youre going to KL, take the Konsortium bus. Its sooooo comfy.

Reach KL. Walk with our huge heavy bags to find the stupid 4 star hotel which is so merepek. Its Capitol. WTF, Capitol? Why not Capital?(the spelling i mean) Its not that accesible and its kinda hard to find. Very selit-selit, like Telok Kurau Sec. Heh heh. Sorry TK students. Mean no harm. Peace! Explore our hotel room, rest and get change. And this is where the fun begins. Sorta.

We walked round and round KL to find a place to eat. The guys wanted buffet. Tak tahu asal entah mesti buffet -.- They drag us everywhere! Im like angry already but I just shut up. Hungry girl = angry girl. Then my sister finally voice up and said " MUST IT BE BUFFET? " Ahhh finally sister! We ended up at Times Square, dining at Kenne Rodger for dinner.

my very very fake smile. fake giler, right?

matching drinks. Winter, Summer, Spring, Autumn.
Mine is winter. Its sprite with vanilla ice cream on top -.-

i forgot to take a picture of the food, i only remember when Im done. -.-
black pepper chicken with sides of mashed potato, pasta salad and salad.
no idea whats with me and salads now a days. and oh, free muffin. seeerdap!

I am afraid of clowns actually. Seriously. They haunt me in my sleep. Nightmares. :s

Then we shopped at Times Square. The place is so damn frigging huge la. Babi! It will take the whole day to cover the whole mall. Okay, maybe not. But yeah, its damn huge. Bodoh tols. I got myself a Dickies jeans. I wanted to take the black one but idk, i decided to take the greyish black. -.- I wanted to alter too, but the salesperson say no need. It look good the way it is. Padahal panjang seh, giler! And I also bought myself a braided belt. Ive been telling khai to get me one, but he wont. Buang current je blang die. Babi.

And then(!!!!) We went to this posh turkey restaurent cos the boys wanted to try sheesha at mehsia(malaysia,lol) I dont know whats the diff also. But got free tea. And so we sheesha-ed while sipping earl grey tea and beers. Its peach non alcoholic beer. Wooh, cool giler. And very tasty too.

Headed back to our hotel without the boys because we girls are very very tired already. Wash up, talk and plan for the next day.

Goodnight KL!

Day 2 will be up the next time or probably will be at NeonLust. Hehehehehehe.
oh, go neonlust, got surprise.
only for neonlust readers. Muahahahahaha. You can join too tho!

GRRRRRAM!

2008-12-23T03:07:00.004+08:00

I AM VERY GERAM BECAUSE I BLOG DAY 1 ABOUT KL ALREADY ABEH ITS ALL GONE JUST LIKE THAT. PALAPUKS. I BLOG FOR ABOUT 2 -3 HOURS SIAL! CB CB CB CB! >:(

DAH AH, NO MOOD TO BLOG ABOUT IT TODAY.

Maybe tomorrow. Or the day after. Hmph!

oh yah!!!!!

I did something to my hair(!!!!) like finally lor! i am so tempted to post up the picture of my new hair. but wait for it. wait till im done with the KL trip first. then my new hair. mat says i look like hayley(paramore vocalist, hahahahahaha) and khai say i look prettttay. LOL! LOL! LOL! ok maybe not. khai wont say that im pretty, one. =_= he is too busy praising himself to praise me. tell me bout it, i dont have anyone to tell that im pretty. =_____= right. okay, whatever.

hint: think hot. think spice. (not spice girls please!)

and oh, my hair is shorter. kehehehehehe. i love it. well, sorta. i wish my fringe was shorter. or maybe im gonna cut my fringe myself later or go to the saloon.

and since nobody is puji-ing me. i will puji myself. so hot hor, the girl in blue? so slim. so tall. so kurus. can pass off as a model already.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

whatever sia Nurul.

Im just bored lah kay, sorry ah. abeh Khai sleep already and I have nothing to do. Well, I can blog about the KL trip, but need to upload pictures and all. Leceh uh. Maybe tomorrow night or something. And the picture above was taken in KL. thats my old hair. hohohoho. my old long hair which i miss very much. well actually my 'new' hair doesnt have any much diff from the old one lah. my hair stylist cut it like 2inch short aje, lol! but still, kinda short. to me.

AHHHH OKAY I CANNOT RESIST ALREADY!

need.

to.

hold.

the.

temptation.

of. posting. picture.

of.

new. hair.

Ok I am merepek.

Well. You just have to wait for it. For the new hair, I mean. Hehehehehe. Ok bye.

Oh yah.

I MISS KHAI. ALOT! Tho I did meet him the first thing when I reach singapore. But its only for 2 hours. ): I miss him like crazyyyyy. I hope I can meet him tomorrow. Except that I have to learn how to bowl(bowling) because my crazy sedare-mare held up this bowling competition. TELL ME ABOUT IT! The competition is this saturday. Whoa crazy! How to become a pro-bowler when i dont even know how to bowl. =____= I have crazy bunch of cousins and aunties. But they're great. I love them. My family rocks. Probably rock-er then yours.

And I heard we're going to Thailand next year. YAYYYYY! I hope this goes on. I miss Thailand. And that means, another traveling again. And that means, missing Khai again ): and probably, the Yeks are going to Bali end of 2009. Woohoo. Cant wait for 2009.

; xoxo, Nurul says:
and you can ignore khai's face.
; xoxo, Nurul says:
hahahahaha, thats the only picture i have.
'Shahreen~ says:
hes always looking like dat ke ape sey
; xoxo, Nurul says:
no la. he's just sleepy.
; xoxo, Nurul says:
he's always sleepy. fireman what. stupid ns.
'Shahreen~ says:
chill

I send a picture of my with my new hair to him. Hehehehehe. He's the only person that knew. Apart from my sister, mat, khai, sani, wak and nana.

'Shahreen~ says:
SOMEONE GETTING CHUBBY AH!
'Shahreen~ says:
but the dye
'Shahreen~ says:
its nice on u
'Shahreen~ says:
heheh
; xoxo, Nurul says:
sorry lahhh. i cant help over-eating at kl.
'Shahreen~ says:
same here
; xoxo, Nurul says:
all the food. the subway, the carls jr, the kenny rodgers.
; xoxo, Nurul says:
its not halal in sg seh.

Ok goodnight world!

we <3 kl

2008-12-22T16:05:00.004+08:00

IM BBBBBAAAACCCCCKKKKKKK!
Did you miss me?

Heres a sneak peek.

Will blog some other time, bye!

and oh, my tagboard..
not kecoh anymore eh?
thats a good thing :D

hiatus

2008-12-18T06:00:00.001+08:00

AWAY!

Be Back In A Jiffy!

xoxo, Nurul.

lalalala

2008-12-18T00:36:00.006+08:00

Yayyyy! Dabes bace! Edward is so stupid in this book. Bodoh! Vampire mane entah yang nak mati =_____=

Hi. I am going to M S I A with my sister and her friends because they are so cool omgzzzzzz! Ok no. Hahahahahaha. So yeah, we're going later on at 6am and I still have yet to pack(!!) Nevermind. I withdraw 250bux just now and Im still in doubt that it weather it will be enough or not. +_+

Anyway.. my Wednesday was moderate. I force Khai to meet me today if not I will die(hahaha) and yeah. He came over my place and slack around my area.

We bought bubble tea which cost me stupid 2.50bux. Peh mahal for a bubble tea, bodoh. So yeah, I was talking to him while walking to the coffeeshop and got this stupid chinese lady which look like shes not married and have small boobs knock into Khai and her knock was kinda hard that Khai dropped the drink. I was like O.o and Khai was like " ehhhhhhh!! "

You know what that lady did? " oh sorry " AND FUCKING WALK OFF. Well, she did stand there for a few seconds and look at my face cause I was staring at her and shouted " EHHH WTH? " SIALLA! SHE DONT LOOK DAMN APOLOGETIC AT ALL SIAL! I AM SO DAMN PISSED!

Because.. THAT STUPID BUBBLE TEA COST ME 2.50bux AND ITS SO SEDAP HOKAY! AND WE HAVE NOT EVEN DRINK HALF OF IT! WALAUUUUWEH!

I was dwelling about it all the way to get my food and all the way back home. =___= Then I decided to get it again cos tak puas hati siah with that drink. I like it and I have not taste and drink it enough. Lol. So yeah, beli lagi. Waste another 2.50. The bubble tea maker lady was like " ehhh, havent you came just now? " I was like " uhh yeah. some stupid lady knock into us and the drink fall. sheesh " and she was like " awwww. thats too bad. rotten luck " =_____= Reminds me of Chuck Bass. Babi! But lucky for her, shes nice and all. The bubble tea lady I mean.

member tgh main ngn motor.
and member da bukak P plate. Lol. Padahal da bukak like 3 months ago?
=_= and sorry, muke tak boleh make it. I was sleepy hokay! -.-

And this picture below was when I try try curl my hair and turns out like that. Sorry hor, I take using my useless phone so yah.

I miss Khai already. Eventho I hug him like what just now. Still not enough like that ):

Ok bye. Im gonna be away with the fairies eye mask tonight.

clouding up my mind

2008-12-17T00:52:00.007+08:00

yours truly, vely vely vely fat lor!

I went out with my Sister today and I drag her all the way to Parkway. I love Parkway. Hehe. Theres Topshop, Cotton On(which is opening at TM soon. So, yay!) DP, Auntie Anne which I love so much and yeah. I just love Parkway. Atleast better then TM. & I cant wait for Tampines1 to be open. Tampines1 is the new shopping mall thats building up right now. I cant wait to see what shop is gonna be there. Hope theres F21. lol.

I spend exactly 70bux today and I bought 3 shades and a pair of peep toe flats from cotton on, 2 bras(this part was really funny and am gonna tell later on), a sleeping mask thingy, large pure chocolate from coffee bean and few other food stuff.

We went out at around 5.30pm. Thanks to the sister for being late. After all that shopping, called the father and he pick us up. Was really shock that Kemek was sitting at the front seat -.- Then we fetch my mother from work. Then head home.

About the bra part. It was my first time purchasing bras for my own. Cause usually my mom will be there cause.. ummmm.. heh, I dont know my size. Lol! I was just looking around and this lady was very friendly lah. I was like " errrr.. I dont know my size " And I think she have some magic power or something. She look at my boobs and instantly told me my size. And I try it on and it fits perfectly! Whoaaa! Powerful siak!

I was telling my sister " whoaaa, im a woman now! I can buy my own bra! " loudly at Isetan. Thank god nobody noticed my loud voice.

Thats all! And this hate tagger is getting weirder everyday. I dont understand what he/she is talking about. Its either her spelling, grammer or the way she put her sentence in. I cant tell.

& I dont know whats up with Ria. Shes like, totally weird. Like I dont know her. Cause shes been away for so long and now that shes back, shes all weird and hyper and.. and crazy! O.o

guess who wore the same risky business glassessssss?
(sorry hor if MTBMI(muke-tak-boleh-make-it) lol.

none other then...

EDWARD CULLEN!!!!!!! hohoho.

I dont like Robert. But I like Edward. See the difference? Its about the character, not the actor. Hahahaha, lol. Actually, its about the actor bringing out the character lah. Hah.

I want to finish up New Moon. Almost done, almost done.
Eheheheh, cannot wait. Ok bye.

Oh yah, I found some pictures in the camera andddddd..
here you go.

this is my secondary school hall. see the group of NCC at the wallpaper? Im actually in there! LOL! MY FACE IS AT THE FRIGGING SCHOOL HALL SIAH! COOL EH?

my sister and me not so long ago. this year, i think.
i think we dont look like siblings. we look more to friends.
right?

bye bye bye chibye DOG

2008-12-16T17:19:00.002+08:00

Ive been waiting for 20mins for my sister to get ready. Shes taking forever! She keep on changing clothes cus she dont know what to wear and claim that she has nothing to wear. =______=

Seriously Sister, your wardrobe is much more packed then mine. Its even over flowing!

Ok I think shes ready now, finally. Bye!

16th december babies

2008-12-16T04:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU!
and both of you know how much i miss you both. heh heh heh.

May Allah bless you guys always.
*give bear hug*

so the lion fell in love with a lamb

2008-12-16T02:48:00.006+08:00

I just wrote a whole chunk on words and I accidentally clicked the exit button. Baik! And now I have to start all over again. =_=

I rot at home. Im hungry. I only have 1 meal, which is lunch. I left half of it for dinner. But my dad just had to eat it without asking. Im starving now. And bored.

I changed my layout, again! Twice this week. Im just bored.

I miss my boyfriend. Its been 3 or 4 days since I last met him. He was all angry at me when I told him I cant meet him today. To the extend he say that he will only meet me after I get back from the trip.

& Yay! Just 1 more day to the trip, since its already Tuesday today. Am probably going out with my sister later on. We've been at home for too long. I need fresh air. & I need to pick up few stuffs for the trip. Cant wait, cant wait!

Okay bye. Im off finishing New Moon. Im almost done, bitchessss! I read near 100 page last night and that lead me to sleeping at 8am. Lol! Jacob sounds so hot! I cant wait to see how he turn into a werewolf. Opps! Terlepas cakap, hehehehehe.

loving you with all my might.
i miss you.

when you can life forever, what do you live for?

2008-12-15T02:32:00.003+08:00

My sister just finished reading Breaking Dawn. Shes nutsssss! Seriously nuts! She finished that up within 2 days!!! And its frigging 700pages(as told by her) & I took weeks to finish up 500pages(or more) of Twilight. Lol.

And right now, Im still struggling with New Moon. I cant cant cant wait for New Moon movie to be release. There will be truckload of Jacob in it and Jacob is so hot lahhhh, gosh! Hotter then Edward(which I dont find Edward hot at all cause of the huge jawline,lol) And yes Attica, Nate is h-h-h-hottttt.

I gave up watching season 1 of GG. Cause its so troublesome to search for the episodes and all. So I will just stick to watching season 2. Plus, my sister already fill me in on what happen on season 1 but yeah, watching it is better. But Khai hates it, cause I priorities Gossip Girl then him. Hah. He priorities his friends can, I priorities GG cannot. Poooodah! I reckon he'll be home late, like always so I shall sleep early today. & he, wait for his friend under his void deck for Idk how long can, he wait for me for 15mins cannot! THEN, I WAIT FOR HIM FOR 1HR, CAN. PALA BUTS. SO ANGRY >:(

And right now, he's out with some guy(i think with some girl cause hes acting all fishy) at some where, I dont know where. I called and he was like " uhh, I call you back " and straight away hung up even before I can say 'Bye' Uhh, whatever, really. Im like really numb and immune to this. Because most of my ex cheat on me. Because I bore them, lol. Thats what I heard. My previous ex broke up with me also because.. 1) he lives a CCK and me at Tamp 2) no communication 3) he doesnt appreciate me 4) he is afterall the vocalist in his band and alot of chics are attracted by his melodic voice =___= Well, mostly I bore him lah. Because I didnt give him what he needed.

Great, my boyfriend is sneaking or maybe cheating behind my back and I still have alot alot alot of pages to go till I can read up Eclipse. Well, atleast I have a hate tagger, yay? -.-

what hurts the most

2008-12-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

I watch this video 5 times. I cried the 4th time I watched it. Because thats when I understand whats the video about. Lol! Tell me about it, slow. If I were to be in that girl's show, I'd kill myself. Haha, okay. Maybe not.

Today was pretty productive, well, not really. Another boring day at home.

& I have nothing to do now. Well, off to watch episodes of GG(urghhh, i hate this addiction)

crazy people

2008-12-14T15:21:00.002+08:00

I was telling Khai about the hate tagger and it goes like this..

Me: B, you know what, this hate tagger is stalking me and attica and my sister, agaknye. *starts telling him what that ! wrote and blablabla*

Khai: Eh abeh she knows you, attica and your sister?

Me: I dunno. Stalker what! I think die stalker kite tru our blogs. She knows alot. I think shes been reading my blog since 2006.

Me: Eh, are you the hate tagger? I swear the way she type is the same as yours. YOURE THE HATE TAGGER KAN?

Khai: Errrr.. YELAH YELAH. Im the hate tagger. Haahahaha. Abeh korang kecoh sak!

Me: OMG SUMPAH?! WTH? HOW COULD YOU CALL ME KEMEK FACE. BABI! SHUT UP YOU, IDIOT LOW LIFE. STALKER!

Khai: Hahahahaha, otak you la. I main main jer kannn.

And all this hate tagging starts from meow's blog, the picture which showed my pierced tongue. AHAHAHA. WHAT THE FUCK KAN?

Came to think of it.. this hate tagger could be someone Im close to before. But.. what the fuck.. Like I give two hoots about it. Ok bye I want to eat lunch. &I gain weight. Like.. 1 or 2kg. Urghhh, so frustrating. HOW TO MAINTAIN NI?

life is unfair

2008-12-14T03:39:00.006+08:00

This is the most beautifulest & cutest room Ive even seen in my life. OMG, ITS SO HUGE SIAH! And the colours, gawd the colours are so bright and welcoming. I want this type of room. Tho my floor is not like that and the windows & doors too. Definitely not like that at all. Sighhhh, life is so unfair. & Im already reading half of New Moon, Yay me!

Anywayyy, I text Khai at 2am saying that I'll be going to sleep. I WAS going to sleep cause, duhhh, sleepy already what. Then I started to daydream about *disclosed and not gonna tell you* and that kept me awake. & I cant go back to be sleepy. =______=

I cant sleep and I miss my boyfriend. This is so miserable =\

I cant meet him today after his work or the next day or the day after cos he's working on Tuesday. Siggggggh. I can only meet him on Wednesday. Because I'll be meeting few of my girls that day so I'll be squeezing alot of things. Because the next day, Im going to KL already. I will miss him very very very much ):

Ok sleepy already, goodnight peeporl!

Oh yah, thanks to my sister, Im so totally hooked to GG. Yah, I know, what the fuck, right? I find GG very leceh cos need to carik the episodes and all and need to keep up blablabla.. Plus, Im not into sitcoms(?)/dramas, but after watching GG(the part where Blair told Chuck she loved him and Chuck being an ego, self centered jerk said " Well, thats too bad ") (and also the part.. ahh well forget it, basically the whole episode when Bart Bass died) I find it veryyyy interesting and my sister almost cried(wtf?) So yeah. Thanks eh Kak, now Im hooked already. Urghhhh.

& I dont find Chuck good looking at all. He got this.. weird face shape. Like a.. a square. Its uglayyy! Seriously. Hahahaha. I think Ive lost interest with angmoh guys already, cause as if aku dapat kahwin ngn angmoh jer.

Ok bye.

nevermind me, i'll just cast shadows on your walls

2008-12-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

So much for cleaning & revamping my room. I was rotting my ass the whole day. Piles of clothes still at the same position, drawer is damn messy with make up stuffs, computer table is covered with junks and food and empty dirty cutleries and the floor. Oh gosh the floor. My dropped hair is everywhere. Ok not every where lah. But its kinda alot, lol. Its abit dusty. I dont know when Im gonna clean this up and be useful. LOL. My room looks small when its not clean. -.-

& I did my hair today. I was bored, I curl up my hair. Temporary only lah. I did it for fun. Now my hair is totally curly, I like it sooooooo much. My sister said my hair got volume. I think so too, straight hair is so boring. Im thinking of getting it permed but my mom say later my hair will get dry and all. & its hard to maintain a permed hair.

Im stucked with Paramore - Decode song. Thanks to Twilight.

Ok bye, Im off finishing reading New Moon. I cant wait to read Eclipse then Breaking Dawn, which my sister is reading right now. We're nuts for Twilight saga, but not that typical to go nuts over Robert(Edward) He has hugeeeee jawline, hello? Hot meh? Like, lukewarm only =\

lalalalala

2008-12-13T04:05:00.002+08:00

I change my layout, again! I didnt wanna change cos I really like the previous one. But I was soooooooooo boreddddd omgggggggzzxxzzzxx!! I have nothing to do at all. What do you think? Ok not?

Khai is working tomorrow. Why does guys have to serve NS. Its such a fucken waste of time. Urgh. I think Im gonna spend my time in my room. Cleaning it and sorta revamp it. But I dunno how. Cos all my furniture is fixed -.- AND OMG, KEMEK IS SNORING! So cute, macam nak makan.

To Irah: Cheer up girlfriend! Things will be in place soon enough. Just give some time. I know its hard and this is why Im here. Im here to help. As a friend, I wouldnt want you to be sad. Just go with the flow. I know you love him very much, just let things fall into place and we'll see how it goes. For the mean time, enjoy the ride. Enjoy the singlehood for the moment. Dont be sad all the time. Its unhealthy. Mwahhhh!

nothing will be the same

2008-12-12T23:18:00.009+08:00

Twilight is the shizzzzzzzzznit! Tho I really really really prefer the book 3 times better. They cut alot of scenes, the gerek ones which I like. Cheat my feelings only! And some more, they say 18th December then it'll be release. But then its today! On the 12th! Cheat my feelings some more. Hmph!

But never mind, go catch it. Its funny and to those who never read the book, some suspense here and there. Robert Pattinson is sooooooooooo hot! I think he's really good at carrying Edward's character. So does Kristin(Bella). Ohhh, and her dad is quite funny, I thought he'd be dull.

Those who didnt read the book, the last part, you might think that Edward is gonna make Bella into a vampire. BUT HE'S NOT GONNA! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I went out near 4. Went to the library to return & borrow few books. Meet Khai which is forever late. Then walked around Tampines Mall. Bought epok-epok before that cause I was starvingggg! Bought Nani's bday gift and few face shop nail lacquer. I dont know how many nail colour I want. & Im so going to Mango again. Lol! Then had a tiff with Khai. Urgh, so frustrating siah. Damn annoying, especially when we're already in the cinema. Wenta eat at Macd after the movie, chill for a lil while and home sweet home.

& Nani ask me whats up with my life and I told her I loss weight but she was like " ...... errrr .. " & I was like " Yahhh I know, I still look the same =_= " So this means, I must lose more weight. But from the look of it now, munching on chocolates & biscuits, how to lose weight like this?

So basically, my Friday was spend with my boyf, Sani and Nani.

this was taken in the cinema, lol! the last part of it. I wanted to capture with the word twilight but I missed it, lol.

my poor boy is tired & sleepy. kesian dia!
tu lahhh, sape suruh tak tido?

riiiight, and you say I have a kemek face(which doesnt make sense at all)
But nevermind, I know Im cute like Kemek the cat.

happaaaaaay!

This is Nani's finger, not mine. Hahahaha.

That ! tagger is flooding my tagboard and hogging the attention so I deleted the whole tags. Hey, this is my blog remember? Attention on me ONLY. You want attention, go make your own blog and bitch about random people, then you'll get thousands of attention.

still, nobody loves you

2008-12-12T14:50:00.004+08:00

I am so totally enjoying this you know. Even tho I said before that ! person can continue this drama all by herself but I cant help it to join in. Cus again, I LIKE ATTENTION & giving attentiong to low life idiotic people. And well, atleast people know I got attention for something good. Unlike you, being nameless and got attention behind the computer screen. Atleast I got attention behind the computer screen with an identity.

You must be a real stalker. You know my full name, which school I came from, called me a backstabber cause god knows who I back stab. From what I know, I never backstab anyone before. =\ Its good that I have haters. Cause that just proves that Im just an ordinary teenage girl with flaws. Cause afterall, perfection doesnt exist in any way.

Moving on.. Im going out later, TO TAKA! Hahahahahaha, lol. No, balls. Im gonna watch TWILIGHTTTTTTT! Baby got the tickets and Idk which theaters already start playing it. I thought it would be on the 18th. Nevertheless, Im gonna enjoy the movie and Im gonna spill it out whatever happens in the movie later on. Muwahahahahahaha! Nak jadi spoiler! Tak kesah!

And Im gonna hunt a birthday present for Nani since Im meeting her later on too.

Enjoys yours Fridays peoplesssss! xoxo

nanny nanny poo poo, nobody loves you!

2008-12-11T21:08:00.004+08:00

Elnaa: Hahahahah, lol. Thats intresting. Now I have another person to celebrate birthday together with :D

Deynaa: Its not my fault kayyyyy. Youre the damn busy one >:(

Farrah: Urghhh, no need to mention lahhhh!!

Meow: Thats so not true lor, cause in real life, youre the sepet-er one. Hah!

!: Oh hello idiot low life.

Skittles: Hmm.. I dont have any diet tips actually. All I know is that, I dont really eat dinner. If Im hungry, I'll drink juice or alot of plain water. & I only snack on low carbs snacks, like low fat yogurt. Hope that helps, lol.

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I was suppose to go out with Khai today but I was lazy and I reckon I couldnt really go out. He just stop by for awhile and bought chocolate ice blended. We played this slapping game or smtg. Its so stupid -.- We talked and talked and he went home around 2.

My period came and it came with the worst cramp everrrrrr! This month one was the worst of the worst. Damn painful, I feel like dying. Lol. I cant move a single bit or it'll hurt like hell. My sister force me to eat my lunch cause Ive yet to eat and also consume my meds. I had one spoonful of rice with chicken bits and straight took my meds and rest till I fell asleep.

Woke up around 5pm and felt so much better. Played computer games all the way till 9 with my sister. Hahahah, wtf. From 2dplay.com to freearcade.com. So funnaaaay!

If you've been keeping track of Meow's blog, she have some handful of hate taggers. And one of them, takda kerja and hate tag about me. Like what the fuck? I dont understand a fucking thing she/he said. Such an idiot. Really. I reckon its a she cos guys wont possibly do that. So yeah.

To !: By calling me Alba Kemek, you think I'd be moved by that? Kemek is so adorable & cute, and by calling me that, youre telling me that Im cute. Hahah, so thank you :D & oh, I seriously dont care about what you think. You can continue this drama all by yourself. Have fun & I'll be having fun reading it. Mwah!

EHEHEHEHE.

And this hate tagger is some what familiar. But I dont care cause I know theres alot of other people who love me. Like my sister and mother and Meow and Khai and my girlfriends. Haters are just adding a little spice to my life. Heh heh.

they look so good

2008-12-10T17:01:00.001+08:00

8 more days to go!!
I seeeeeriously cant wait for the trip. Dont ask me why.
Maybe because I want to break free and have a get away without ~~parents~~ adults around.
& maybe because I can stay away from the boyfriend for 5 days.
Cause you know.. absence makes the heart grows fonder. Heh heh heh.

I woke up at 2pm and straight away have my lunch. I was starving!! Because the only thing I had yesterday was 2 chicken wrapped with tortillas which I made myself and those yummay waffles at Gelare. See, how can I not lose weight? But its good tho, heh. Ive been having on and off tummyache and I when I wanna shit, the shit wont come out. APE NIE? Main dengan perasaan aku sak!

Oh yah, Meow already send me the pictures. I cant seem to steal it from her blog =\

my left eye is so sepet. but cant beat both of meow sepet eyes.
lol.

& thats the new volcom shirt i bought for him and I forced him to wear.
CAUSE HE DONT WANNA WEAR. Palahots, I buy for you, you dont want to wear?
Might as well I get myself a pair of shoes. Cause that shirt cost me a pair of Vans shoes or 2 dresses.

Khai look so retard, he forever will and forever will make retard face in pictures.
I think he dont know how to smile. & when meow is taking this picture, a whole lot of people is looking at us and I was totally malu nak mampos so I just had to stick my tongue out.
WTF? Stick my tongue out cause Im shy? =_="

The blogger uploader just have to be a bitch and I must menyusahkan myself and upload it using picasa. So leceh.

My sister and mother is sleeping right now and Im seriously bored to death. I want a PSP. Pfft. I have nothing else to eat. Ive eaten a cup of peach and mango yogurt which taste sooo sour. And few chocolates. Oh yah, I forgot that theres a pint of B&J's chunky monkey. & Im gonna eat it now ok bye.

roller coaster life

2008-12-10T01:58:00.004+08:00

Ive lost another 1kg. So that makes me 51kg right now with the height of 168? Ok I dont know whats my current height, I cant stop growing, lol! 1 more kg to go and hello ideal weight :D

My Tuesday was filled with fun, lovin' and laughter under the sunshine.

But was filled with rage and anger after sundown.

Nevertheless, I had good, clean fun and the best part is, I only spend 9.90 today. On Gelare Waffles. Thank god for the Tuesday half price. Nice catching up session with Meow. Pictures with her because my camera is a bitch.

http://www.cassisroom.com/2008/12/classic-natalie-shoulder-bag-39.html

Somebody, pleaseeeeee get me that. And my bank account is left with 400bux which I cant spend/touch until the 18th. Grrr, how to resist temptation, like this?

18 December 2008, please please please come quick. & no, Im not looking forward to Twilight. Im more looking forward to KL trip even tho it'd be awkward for me mixing with my sister's friends.

☆ αŁεp ☆ says:
oi
; xoxo, Nurul says:
yerrrr?
☆ αŁεp ☆ says:
tkder papee
; xoxo, Nurul says:
=______=
; xoxo, Nurul says:
rindu aku kannnn?
☆ αŁεp ☆ says:
ar2 la
☆ αŁεp ☆ says:
rindu sgt!!
; xoxo, Nurul says:
ahahaha, riiiiiiiight.

What to do when the ex falls for you.
HAHAHAHAHA, lol.

Anyway..
Go, go NeonLust(!!)

we gna party like its yo birthday

2008-12-09T00:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY LEGAL DAY NANI DEAREST!!!!!

Ive wish you few mins ago and Im gonna wish you again and make the whole world know. Lol!
All the best to you
& may Allah bless you always.
Dont worry, good things always come at the end, lol.
Ok I dont get what Im tryna say also.

Have a wonderful birthday, mwahhhhhhhhhzzxzxx!

love lockdown

2008-12-08T21:27:00.008+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!

Last night, I slept at 6AM, all thanks to Mohammad Khairul Faiz. And woke up at bloody 9am. WTH. I was so damn sleepy lah. Went out around 11am and head to the grandparents place. I miss my Nenek&Atok. I didnt meet them for close to I dont know.. 4 or 3 months? Blame it all on school & attachment. I even miss Atok's birthday dinner all because of work, hmph.

Reach there, talk with them for a lil bit, then serve the food on the table and eat it all up. Omg, its so yummmmmmy! Especially the ayam masak merah. Wooh! Syiok ah! Then watch tv, blablabla.. then some guest arrive and I go inside the room to watch tv and then I fell asleep. Woahhh! Lagi syiok! Cause its raining and I on the air con then sleep, wooohooohoooo! I slept for like 2 or 3 hours then head out to my auntie house at Queensway.

More food and more fun! Catch up with my cousins and all, play with the babies and played Cheat. It was damn bloody funny & fun.

my sister found a pack of hair extensions, we reckon its new cause its still in the pack and all. if youre smart enough, you'll know which is my real hair and which is the extension one.

makciks and a bujung who is busy gossiping from a magazine -.-

playing cheat and I won twice. I must be good at cheating, lol!

& thennnnnnn!! We went to Mustafa center. Despite that we know it will be choke full of humans especially busuk bangla which I cannot tahan the smell very much! We still carry on happily, well, sorta. I almost got myself that candylicious baby-g but my mom say wait for her bonus end of this month. Yayyyyyy!

All the stuff we bought today was paid using dad's money, lol. Total of 178bux for junks like car things, car carpet, 2 VS body splash, moisturizer & alot alot alot alot of food. I got alot of stuff to fill my room fridge like Ben & Jerry Chunky Monkey, Oreo, this huge pack of Trix, Yogurt, Waffles, this cheese cubes and I dunno what else. & also snacks like hot dogs, tortilla wraps, lamb breakfast sausage, mini potatoes, mozerella cheese and so much more that Im hungry when Im typing this.

And so, in the car on the way home, Fad & Bird was right beside our car and I waved at them. Their face was damn priceless I tell you. Hahahaha. And my dad was constantly staring at them -.- and I guess both of them are intimidated. Haha, lol.

Friendster nak ikut macam Twitter! Eeee, no shame!
Friendster is forever copying everything. Pfft.

Ok bye, Im damn exhausted and I wanna sleep. Cant wait to meet Meow tomorrow.

cant keep my hands off the cookie jar

2008-12-07T11:55:00.005+08:00

When your Saturday is wrecked, so will your Sunday.

I basically rot my ass off the whole day. I was forced to fold & hang the laundry. I hate hate hate doing the laundry. I'll do anything, name it wash the toilet or take out kemek's poo, but I'll neverrrrrr do the laundry. I hate it so much. But just now I was forced lah. My mum couldnt keep her mouth shut. Damn annoying, urgh!

& I was sooooo pissed yesterday. Cause I wanted to wear my new leggings, but I found out at the back part of it, theres a tiny hole. A tore. =____= And all thanks to my sister, who wore it first without letting me wear it first. =______=""""""

So anyway, I had peanut butter and jelly sandwich, few garlic bread and cups after cups of carrot juice for breakfast & lunch. For dinner, I had nasi ayam penyet. I am so gaining weight by sticking my ass at home. But I cant possibly go out everyday. SHEEEESH. Nevermind, time will tell.

I am soooooooo sexcited to go KL this 18th with my sister. Yes, Ive finally made up my mind to tag along with her. Since I have nothing to do myself. We are staying 3 days, 2nights at KL and 1 night at Selangor. Thanks to LILY, a tagger who inform me about the it, about Sunway Pyramid Mall which my sister research and theres tonnes of gayrekness shops like F21, Dorothy Perkins, Ripcurl, Animal and so much more I cant wait to go there and shopppppp! And my sister afraid that, we'd spend more then KL itself then later, tak cukup duit to shop at Selangor.

The only thing I have to do right now is watch on what I spend in Singapore. Im planning to bring SDG200 - 300 to spend there. Enough not? Or more then enough? Wehehehehe.

Anyone wanna tag along? Harharhar. Cos my sister is with her friends so I kinda friend-less. lol.

Moving on.. Khai is working today and I miss him(!!!!) I was really touched when he said he miss me. LOL! wtf. We are so merepek, cause we just met yesterday. Sometimes I feel like killing him and skin him alive but sometimes, he makes me feel all butterfly in my tummy and yeah.. he is an idiot. But he's my idiot. Hahahaha, lol. Ok not funny.

& I miss this hair colour. & my phone, when its not spoil yet. Now its barely readable.

Okayyyyy!! I cant wait for the KL trip weeehehehehe. I need to collect all the money from all the people who borrowed it. INCLUDING YOU, KHAI! Hehehehehe. (or maybe if you behave well this few weeks, maybe, just maybe, I might let you keep it) So quit saying Im a bad girlfriend, hokay? I love you, mwahhh!

I bought him a Volcom shirt lahhhhh yesterday. He was making this puppy face at me, I cant help it. He looks so puppy-ish and kesian-ish. Hahahahahaha. But he said he'll pay me back but see how he behave lah. LOL!

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!!! Enjoy your meat when its still fresh, lol.
& Enjoy the public holiday, bitchesssssssssss!

& I have to go to school on tuesday, Yayyyyyy! No need to wear uniform, double yayyyy!

radio killaaar

2008-12-06T23:52:00.003+08:00

Screwed up Saturday.
>:(

For everything else..

Go, go Neonlust.

im sorry for not being like your first child.
who is always flawless and perfect.
im sorry for not being the girl you always wanted,
the kind of girlfriend you wanted me to be.
but at the end of the day..

i can only be me.

ni mesti ah-lian peh blogshop, tau.

2008-12-06T02:52:00.004+08:00

OMGGGG I AM SO BORED TO DEATH.

Ive been online shopping for nearly 3 to 4 hours now and what. the. fuck. Nothing fucking caught my eyes. Seriously. Sgflea basically repeats everything. Theres nothing new about it. Seriously. Well, theres a few things that caught my eyes but its either very expensive, sold out or not my size. Fucking kanasai, $^^*#!#%^&(#!^%&

And I hate hate hate hate blogspot blogshops. Sheeeesh. Most of the clothes they sell are like.. pasar malam clothes. Eeeeyer, come on siah. Its so buruk and merepek. Lol.

And I also hate hate hate hate bad quality pictures. Tho I think my blogshop pictures are bad quality too but atleast its only 2 pictures of it. HAHAHA. But some blogshop hor, wth siah, take picture tonggang terbalek. Take mirror reflection and its senget. Bodoh pe kau? Siak ah, obviously it wont get anyone attention.

And... this I must really really really stress this out.

Most of Blogger/Blogspot blogshops sells the same frigging things. All those stupid taiwan/china/hongkong clothes. WTH. GIVE ME SOMETHING NEW AND PRETTY PLEASE! ALL THOSE STUFF CAN FUCKING FOUND AT FUCKING BUGIS STREET AND ITS FUCKING AT EVERY FUCKING BLOG SHOP ALREADY!

SHEEEEEEEEEESH. The models also.. look like those asian pornstars. Well.... its not that Ive seen any.... any porn. lol

This is why I prefer livejournal blogshops. Because they are neater and nicer prettier clothes. Urgh. So ugly lor, the stupid cutie fashion. CB NOT CUTE OK!

& stop it already with the stupid GEO LENS.

Ok nevermind. Here is my current list -

- braided belt. skinny ones preferred.
- kisslock purse/wallet. can be either for coins or wallets. doesnt matter.
- sleeve black dress with drawstring.
- pretty sandals. NOT FUCKING GLADIATORS EH PLEASE. DONT WANT FRIDGE EITHER!

and this is my list of things to get -

- m)phosis sandals yg cute miute
- byk byk face shop nail colour
and i dont know. never window shop for so long already. everytime window shop, follow the boyfriend to see stupid boys stuff like gadgets, stupid oakley bags, stupid mudman watches and i dont knowwww.. CK briefs maybe?

(heheheh, sorry baby. i joking only. i looooooove window shop with you, really. *rolls eyes*)

ok tu jer. Why dont have any baju eh Nurul? Cause I think I have enough already. Hahahaha, macam faham. But seriously, I still have new clothes that Ive yet to wear it and flaunt it to Khairul Faiz. Lol! And my sister lagi, fuyoooooh! Baju berlambak giler babi! Every week confirm got new clothes one. And my mother is not happy about it cause my sister clothes is lagi belambak then hers(my mother) hahahaha.

And my mother even ask me to get her any baju yang lawa-lawa for her. Cause she like our taste cause her taste sooooo doesnt make the cut. The cut = trendy makcik yang pakai tudung zaman sekarang.

EH LEK SUA! Definitely not t-shirt with tudung kay. That is soooo minah malaysia. I will not make my mother a laughing stock when she go out. I will make people go " WHOOOOA! MAK SAPE SEH NI? I WISH MY MOM LOOK LIKE THAT " when people sees her.

HAHAHAHAHA. Crap. Sorry, sleepy already.

Ok bye want to read new moon until I fall asleep.

SEE YOU AT BEN AND JERRYS CHUNK FEST TOMORROWWWW! I mean, today.. later.. around noon.. or evening.. I will be wearing.. TAK NAK BILANGGGG! (cus i still dont know what to wear)

And congratsssss to you for reading this whole mindless, stupid, crap entry. *give around of applause*

germok kid

2008-12-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

I didn't went out after all.

I rot at home the whole day. I wanted to drop to the library but my mom wanted to go out with me and buy some groceries. But it was cancel cause her sickness came back -.- I wonder why alot of people falling ill these few days. Baby was ill and still is, forever coughing like anjing. HAHAHAH.

So yeah, but I went down just now. I checked if my pay is in and YESSSSAAA! Its fucking in, wohoooooo! Im online shopping full force right now. Teeheeheeee. Im still considering weather I should travel with my sister, or not. Should I?

I dropped by to the supermarket and spend 20bux. Hahahah =____=

- A block of black forest chocolate.
- Frosties
- Milk
- 2 pack of yogurt( 1 pack got 2 inside, duh )
- Cup noodle
- My fav BIG M chocolate milk

Thats all, I think. And fucking cost me 20bux, wtf.

Then Khai force me to eat with him. Well, literally. So I had prata with teh tarik as usual. Padahal I just had my dinner, which was chicken bbq rice. Gain weight lah nampaknyer. Hmph.

& I curled my hair just now and I have this hugeeee urge to get my hair permed. I look so cute, HAHAHAHA. Tak tahu malu, but what the heck. My hair looks lively-er and softer when it curls. Rather then super boring straight hair. GRR.

Ok bye.

dried lips

2008-12-05T14:57:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

New layout, bitches! I never like navigational layouts but this one looks so cuteeee! I love scribbles and all those shits. Hohoho. If you look closely, its actually a song from The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else but You. I loveee that song.

Anywayyy!! I have the biggest news(!!!!!!)

I AM FUCKING 52kg NOW! OMGGGGGGGGG!!

Just 2 more kilos to go and Im at my ideal weight. Wohoooooo!!!! And I didnt even go on a diet or starve myself. I even pamper myself with famous amos, maltesers and milky cookies and cream most of the time. How is this possible? I dont know. Hmmm.. And I just had 5 or 6 fried chicken wings yesterday and bowls after bowls of fried rice which consist of hotdog and crab sticks that my mom cooked. Woooh, so sedap I tell you. Abeh lagi sedap when I check my weight and to find out that I lose weight. HARHARHAR.

Its friday, and Im probably going to the library later to pay my finds and borrow few books. Since Im at home most of the time with nothing to do except disturb Kemek, watch tv, tv watch me, internet, online shop, go gaga over-those-dresses-and-shoes-and-bags-and-wanting-to-buy-but-tak-jadi-pasal-mahal-sangat, get angry at Khai cause he always annoys me, get mushy with Khai soon after, think of what to eat, eat, think of what to bake, but macam faham and tak bake in the end, eat again, watch tv again, read cosmo magazines, read old cleo mags, read old mags in my drawer, think of what to do with my room(its huge i dont like), do what to do with my hair, paint my nails in merepek colours and eat again or watch tv.

Ok thats about it, I am so bored. I think Khai is asleep. Sometimes, I think Khai is cheating behind my back O.o I KNOW. Even tho he convince me and all, but I still think he cheats behind my back. I cant help it, cause he use to cheat ALOT behind his exgf back. I can get over it about his past BUTTTT(!!) He didnt get over my past. I dont even know whats so rabak about my past. His past is more rabak compared to mine. My past is so boring lah omg. I never cheated on my exbfs before, well, twice only ah. ITU PON, THEY ASKED FOR IT.

Damnnnn. Its so hard lah. He keep on saying I dont love him for who he is. But I think, he doest love me for who I am. Because.. EVERY LITTLE THING I DO, HE COMMENTS. Not good ones, but bad ones. Like.. " eeeeee, merepek girl " or " eeee, dah ah u, i malu ah ade matair cam u " Siak ah, its very...... sakit hati-ish, right? Eventho after he said those, he'll say sorry and say that he's just joking around. Still, heartpain siak ):

Ok I want to go out, I think.